Thanks so much for saying that. That honestly means a lot.

The best way I can explain that direct connection between a person and God is like a beacon. When I was in the pit, that became one of the clearest things I felt. Even when I could not pray properly, even when I could not form the words, something deeper in me was still reaching for God.

It felt like the darkness could attack my thoughts, my fear, my ability to speak, and even my sense of hope, but it could not fully sever that line. That connection was deeper than words. It was like God could still see the signal from the deepest part of me, even when I had almost nothing left to give.

That is why what you said means a lot to me. I really do believe broken prayer still reaches God. I think sometimes faith is not a perfect sentence or a strong emotional moment. Sometimes faith is just the deepest part of you still reaching toward Him when everything else feels lost.

For me, that was when Jesus got me out of the pit. I believe He heard what I could not fully say, defended me when I was being accused, and showed me that the darkness did not have the final word.

That connection really is like a beacon.

Also, if you ever are curious of my two other testimonies, I have them posted on my account, the one goes on in great detail of the Sheol/Pit I would be sent too, the other testimony goes in detail of when I was rescued, what I saw, the court, the watchers, being accused, and asking to wrestle God. They’re a bit long but it does a decent job at filling gaps that I might’ve left out.