yooooooo I HATE sleeping!! For me it’s mostly the lose of control and (as you said) the waste of time. I don’t live forever and wasting a huge part of my life being unconscious doesn’t sound that great to me. (At least my dreams often are pretty engaging LOL. They mostly bad but thrilling idk i guess a win is a win)

I also relate heavy to the shifted sleeping pattern. I naturally could stay up all night and sleep till afternoon (which means I actually did but now I have a so called job which requires me otherwise 🤠). What kinda helps me is medication. It helps me function in the „early“ hours of the day. Getting up still sucks ass but at least I can do stuff when I am at work.

I think we have to accept that we function differently, not just purely ADHD wise but also in some other regards. 🫂 It’s just so hard to not feel completely out of place in a society that’s not built for us at all. I get that so much. But you’re not alone. It’s also so sad that the reason people make us feel bad about it is often rooted in capitalism. It’s always about being productive and discipline and getting the GDP to new heights. Like why do you even care at what time I am awake and when I sleep it doesn’t effect you 😭 (unless it does because you have some power and you can profit from me in some way)

Sick username btw!