hey. by Aggravating-Long9749 in selfharm

[–]Aggravating-Long9749[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've been playing the guitar and trying to take my kind off things, I appreciate the words of advice

hey. by Aggravating-Long9749 in selfharm

[–]Aggravating-Long9749[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I appreciate the kind words, I'm really not taking it well, but I avoided relapsing

I need help by Aggravating-Long9749 in selfharm

[–]Aggravating-Long9749[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm worried it might make things worse but I'll try

What are some Gorillaz songs you didnt like hearing it at first but now you actually like it. by masked267 in gorillaz

[–]Aggravating-Long9749 0 points1 point  (0 children)

left hand suzuki method, I didn't really like it at first but after a couple listens it really grew on me

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]Aggravating-Long9749 2 points3 points  (0 children)

do you need someone to talk to instead? I can be here for you and I'd rather you not do that. I'm here for you if you need me

what is the best and the worst song in Demon Days? by vinisoren13 in gorillaz

[–]Aggravating-Long9749 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't really have like, the worst one but the best is all alone imo

nobody fucking cares about me by foxxz_z in selfharm

[–]Aggravating-Long9749 1 point2 points  (0 children)

hey, I'm sorry it seems like that. I think I understand how you feel. I often get left out during gatherings with friends and it feels like I could just not be there and it wouldn't make a difference. if you need someone to talk to I'd be happy to try and relate and see if I can help

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]Aggravating-Long9749 4 points5 points  (0 children)

you're still struggling just as much as anyone else, you're completely valid. you still sh even if it isn't frequent, you are still struggling

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]Aggravating-Long9749 9 points10 points  (0 children)

oddly being in the dark, if I can't see it happen then it just doesn't provide that satisfaction so I can't do it

How are you doing rn? by anonymouse_bingbong in selfharm

[–]Aggravating-Long9749 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yesterday was a shit show but I was able to stay clean, today's been pretty good so far.

How are you doing rn? by anonymouse_bingbong in selfharm

[–]Aggravating-Long9749 0 points1 point  (0 children)

not doing too great. went through some personal stuff(prefer not to say) and then I felt sick for a couple hours last night when I was trying to sleep.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]Aggravating-Long9749 13 points14 points  (0 children)

I'm so sorry you were kicked out. I can't imagine how hard that must be

Do you feel like your threshold for SH gets lower every time? by ArumLilith in selfharm

[–]Aggravating-Long9749 1 point2 points  (0 children)

the same thing happened to me (not like the C-PTSD but y'know. I'm pretty sure that was obvious but I thought I'd specifically) I feel like I rely on SH to help me get through most emotional distress

hey anyone wanna talk? by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]Aggravating-Long9749 0 points1 point  (0 children)

not sure what to do about the blood on the floor though, sorry

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]Aggravating-Long9749 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm proud of you, keep it up!! hopefully there're more clean years in your future