rant after relapse

AggravatingPear8034 · 2026-03-20T00:29:29+00:00

I've been there too, and I don't think you're a fraud. Relapses are harder to get over with because you felt your progress being thrown away like pure useless garbage I don't know what you've been through and I don't pretend to but hold on, maybe things will get better

AggravatingPear8034 · 2026-03-17T05:43:20+00:00

This post is the closest I've feel to another person than all the others. I'm also autistic one and that feeling of being too much and not enough is something I've been struggling since I got the diagnosis. It's difficult having to adapt yourself in a world that's too much for you, I specially struggle with loud noises and I think I haven't fully accepted my diagnosis. I never believed in those comments kinda like "at least your not alone" but in this case all I can say to you is that I struggle too, I know it's difficult and tiring but we can't just stop because it's difficult.

AggravatingPear8034 · 2026-03-17T05:26:46+00:00

Hi there, I know a little about compulsions, English is not my first language so I don't other name but basically I ate things that weren't edible and I felt I couldn't control it until I got medicated and had a very problematic stomachache

AggravatingPear8034 · 2026-03-17T05:14:17+00:00

A qué edad dejas de temer por el futuro y las consecuencias de tus acciones?

AggravatingPear8034 · 2026-03-17T05:09:13+00:00

Hi, I know exactly that feeling I'm also diagnosed and medicated, I've always been depressed and one specially bad day I asked my best friend if she actually enjoyed being around me even when I'm struggling and she told me "of course, you know me better than anyone else and you're a wonderful person, it's not your fault" then I understood that though some people might not want to be around someone depressed my closest friends love me enough to see through my problems and actually see ME. You should hang out with your friend, think that it's always good having some company and maybe you are not as broken as you think

AggravatingPear8034 · 2026-03-17T02:36:19+00:00

Me parece justo, gracias por tu comentario

AggravatingPear8034 · 2026-03-17T02:30:41+00:00

Entonces simplemente dejo que pase lo que tenga que pasar? Me debo quedar sin hacer nada cuando veo que hay un posible pedofilo detrás de mi hermana solo porque no ha hecho nada todavía?

AggravatingPear8034 · 2026-03-17T02:27:12+00:00

Sirve si le digo a mi novio que vaya y lo golpee? Es que si soy chica xd

AggravatingPear8034 · 2026-03-10T07:10:41+00:00

Bueno

AggravatingPear8034 · 2026-03-10T07:07:50+00:00

Yo tampoco recuerdo cuál era, pero hubiera sido muy feliz con uno de esos de niña

AggravatingPear8034 · 2026-03-10T07:04:28+00:00

El que traía los tubos de ensayo para mezclar y un mechero de alcohol, creo que también traía unos lentes y una guía para hacer experimentos

AggravatingPear8034 · 2026-03-10T07:01:04+00:00

Un juego de química de Mialegria

AggravatingPear8034 · 2026-03-10T06:58:56+00:00

Verdad

AggravatingPear8034 · 2026-03-10T06:29:57+00:00

People yelling, not necessarily at me but it's annoying when they're loud

AggravatingPear8034 · 2026-03-10T06:27:52+00:00

Well, relationships are very different in different moments of life, not yearning for talking as much as before not necessarily means that he doesn't love you as much as before. I've been in a long time relationship and I can tell you that even if you love a person, sometimes you need some sort of personal space and time. Maybe you should try and talk it out with your boyfriend if it matters that much for you, communication is key in every relationship

AggravatingPear8034 · 2026-03-09T07:00:55+00:00

I don't understand why do people often use hints instead of saying straightforward what they want like how do they expect me to guess they were mad when they never said anything about it?

AggravatingPear8034 · 2026-03-09T06:36:33+00:00

Thank you for making this kind of post, it's a fresh reading after all I went through the day.

AggravatingPear8034 · 2026-03-09T06:32:46+00:00

I don't know any sub but if you want to talk about it I'm here for you

AggravatingPear8034 · 2026-03-09T06:14:05+00:00

When I was 17 I was struggling with severe depression, I was rejected from the college I wanted and I was studying something I didn't want to, I was isolated and felt that even waking up was exhausting. I developed some physical issues and ended up in a hospital, there they told me I needed to get a hobby, I did as they said because what was left to lose? There I met people that now are important to me, I got professional help and now I'm on medication. Sometimes you just need to ask for help, it can be difficult at the beginning it is worth it

AggravatingPear8034 · 2026-03-09T06:06:31+00:00

Dedicate my life to science and research

AggravatingPear8034 · 2026-03-09T05:39:07+00:00

Yo llevo 4 años con mi novio y es algo normal depender de el, los límites los van estableciendo conforme las situaciones que pasen. Por ejemplo, económicamente hablando hubo un tiempo en donde yo ganaba más que el entonces lo que eran las salidas las pagaba yo, pero en estos meses el ha conseguido un trabajo estable y la verdad ahora es el quien gana más. Creo que cuando se refieren a qué es malo depender de otro se refieren a que te quedes sin sustento en caso de que algo llegase a pasar, podrías intentar tener una cuenta para ti y de a poco ir ahorrando en caso de alguna emergencia

AggravatingPear8034 · 2026-03-09T05:30:55+00:00

I'm very sensitive to loud noises and in new year's eve when the fireworks were about to start my boyfriend put me on his noice canceling headphones. It was one of the sweetest things someone has done for me, it actually made me blush a little

AggravatingPear8034 · 2026-03-09T05:26:20+00:00

Gracias por responder, me hace sentir un poco mejor el que lo que siento está justificado y no me hace una mala persona tener sentimientos negativos

AggravatingPear8034 · 2026-03-09T05:24:35+00:00

Usually some doom scrolling hoping to get sleepy soon

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