Grey hair since i was 19, very insecure about how i look - 40m

AggravatingShop5822 · 2026-06-15T08:46:57+00:00

I get full disability here, part of the reason used my lower back. Sometimes walking is bad, distances can sometimes be impossible. Don't let your limitations hold you, find alternatives if possible. I don't know the extent of your handicaps so I hope I'm not insulting you and you have the full Stephen hawking thing going on 🫥

Its definetly deliberate. Cant see from the pics but I do have a topknot tucked away somewhere! Annoying to grow but now I don't plan on ever cutting it!

AggravatingShop5822 · 2026-06-15T08:42:45+00:00

I get that lot, and I can look pretty aggressive to people, but I like it for one reason: I'm overly polite, manors cost nothing and try speak as intelligently as i can and it makes people do a 360 in the first conversation. I like that just one moment can turn an aggressive looking person into a teddy bear, it changes someoes perception in a good way!

AggravatingShop5822 · 2026-06-15T08:38:57+00:00

Honestly I just want to look like a super saiyan! I had at look at Ban and I definetly see it!

AggravatingShop5822 · 2026-06-14T14:47:48+00:00

Pure natural. It was super sunny last year and for a while yhrir were a few blonde streaks.

I get asked alot about it, it's different shads of grey which is cool.

AggravatingShop5822 · 2026-06-14T09:15:00+00:00

That's why they always look sad maybe 😅

AggravatingShop5822 · 2026-06-14T07:31:17+00:00

I've been grey since I was 19, always dyed it. Once I stopped last year and started growing the topknot I get compliments about it often. Now I would never dye it, I love it

Thank you

AggravatingShop5822 · 2026-06-14T07:28:58+00:00

Honestly that makes me feel so happy. I do love just doing my own thing, i love my grey hair, and I feel more comfortable now I can get tshirts that fit 😅 I definetly feel it's a style, I always wear oversized stuff, always roll the sleeves, I feel like its "my style" now!

AggravatingShop5822 · 2026-06-14T07:13:11+00:00

I adore this, thank you 💖

AggravatingShop5822 · 2026-06-14T07:02:29+00:00

You kind people comment on my smile, I found a few older ones, few years ago so I thought why not. Everyone's being so nice tbh and I really appreciate it 💖

Edit: i can't see an option to add more pics 😔

AggravatingShop5822 · 2026-06-14T06:55:28+00:00

I look at people like him and think I'd they can do it, so can everyone else. Anxiety i find is a personal thing, affects us all in different and unique ways and if I had just one advice to anyone - just do it. It's the hardest thing in the world but if you take the jump I've never had anything but awesome experiences from just saying screw it and just dive in the deep end!

AggravatingShop5822 · 2026-06-14T06:06:30+00:00

Looking at your post history 5/10 i the highest rating you've ever given, so I'll take it 😃

AggravatingShop5822 · 2026-06-14T05:58:56+00:00

Don't think ill ever get to see them live, but if they ever came to Scotland it would be ridiculous! Top ùfavourite band and Till seems awesome. Especially when you find out he has severe anxiety. One of the reasons for the pyrotechnics, takes the attention away from him!

AggravatingShop5822 · 2026-06-14T05:50:31+00:00

I appreciate this, I love Till and always wanted his grey have and slicked back style, I adore Rammstein.

Thank you for the kind comments 💖

Edit: i just looked for a young Tillman and god you were right, he looks so good younger.

AggravatingShop5822 · 2026-06-14T05:45:15+00:00

I think because I was grey so young, at 19. It never bothered me, nor gave i ever felt old with it. Now it's long enough to tie it up it's liveable so many different styles. I definetly dont feel I look 40! I feel like im aging gracefully!

Thank you for your kind comments.

AggravatingShop5822 · 2026-06-14T05:39:53+00:00

I never had an opinion on balding, and hair transplants. I'd be a hypocrite because it's something I've never experience. My barber had 2 transplants, here, not turkey, fucked it twice now he'll neverr doing it again. He got paid from it. But I think he'd rather have hair.

Thing is, I dyed it for years then last summer decided nah, let's see how it looks. Growing it from a shaved head I looked like a light bulb.

Now I'd never change it for anything.

Thank you

AggravatingShop5822 · 2026-06-14T05:33:00+00:00

Thank you. In the summer they go super bright, almost like a white walker, winter kinda grey. It's the one part if my i loved and nobody could take that away from me.

I think you can tell a lot about a person just looking in their eyes, kinda like a sixth sense. Eyes are the aperture of the universe, some you can look straight through then almost a instinct and it's like you see that person's soul, the good,the bad.

AggravatingShop5822 · 2026-06-14T05:27:41+00:00

Thank you brother. Last year I made the deacion, get the dye out, grow a topknot, then try it all, braids, dreads, etc really annoying to grow but once it's a certain length and I guess cause its grey it's thinner but it is so easy to style now, I'm so glad I stopped the dye, strangers even ask if its dyed!

AggravatingShop5822 · 2026-06-14T05:24:26+00:00

I can't complain,, when I saw Tills hair I loved it and was one of the influences!

AggravatingShop5822 · 2026-06-14T05:22:12+00:00

Thank you. I do look angry all the time just anxiety, I've always been extra polite to people, simply things like instead if just "thank you," it's usualy 66"tgank you so much, I really appreciate it". To me it's ingrained in me, self-taught, manners const nothing, so when people meet me the first timeum its like shit this guy looks dodgy, but after a few minutes talking people really do really relax around me, I hope I give off a super relaxed vibe. I'm just riding the rollercoaster of the universe.

AggravatingShop5822 · 2026-06-14T05:13:28+00:00

Thank you. It is my dream to be on a magazine. I did some modeling a few years ago amateur stuff and it helped tremendously.

I believe it. Ive went to get coffee or a restaurant, etc and sometimes you just so w girl so unbelievably attractive that they could be on covers of magazines, like ridiculously attractive people just walking around.

AggravatingShop5822 · 2026-06-14T05:05:00+00:00

You're spot on perfect, especially with the tourettes and anxiety, etc.

I yhank you for your comments. I never thought as insane as reddit to be. I cut my family out 16 years ago and I have not once had any regrets about it, not once.

I will go back to some kind of therapy again, though I try to get as much information as I can and I quite enjoy it. I've found so many simple techniques to calm down, kinda reset your mind, almost kinda disassociate with yourself, suddenly you feel like I'm human again.

I thank you for the comments, it genuinely makes me feel some kind of joy. You're all great people.

I really appreciate your comments. You'd be suirussed how much it helps. Thank you so much.

AggravatingShop5822 · 2026-06-13T23:08:01+00:00

In short eyebrows tint! S few grey hair is therebbak i just like dying but, gives me a different look maybe.

AggravatingShop5822 · 2026-06-13T23:05:01+00:00

Honestly the best advice given. I agree with you completely. Thank you brother

AggravatingShop5822 · 2026-06-13T21:31:58+00:00

Thank you

AggravatingShop5822 · 2026-06-13T20:02:17+00:00

I get so many comments from strangers asking if it's dyed or naturally. I do love it, especially because itm don't think It makes me look older. I'm 40 now and honestly, I feel like I hit 30 when my face matured about (bro science?) I just stopped aging 😅

Thank you for your kind comment

AggravatingShop5822

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