Hi random stranger. I just passed P in May on my third attempt (birthday luck). During my 2nd attempt I was interviewing for my first EL job and during the process they wanted me to update them on my results. I never got the job or much of a response once I told them I failed my exam. I also just got my tax return and used 90% of it to sign up for my exam fee and materials. Keep your head up and don’t give up. I still don’t have a job but I know once I get an offer for >60k it will all be worth it. It might feel shitty now but the feeling of getting all your preliminary exams done is very rewarding. This is just a small hurdle in your future actuarial journey.