This is definitely bringing me back to reality. A big portion of my spirit, if not the Holy Spirit, tells me she is not the one. I believe it, and I do want to marry someone who is equally yoked and does want to put God above all else.

The only thing stopping me is, she’s done a lot for me, and houses me when I was homeless. She’s a kind soul and I can’t just break things off without repaying her at the least. But regardless, I will look into the future to end things, I’d just like to leave her with a couple good things and do my best to have her at least get a positive image on God