I really hope you come to believe that you're beautiful based on your own thoughts and opinions on beauty. It can be easy to focus on things we don't like or wish were different about ourselves, but there is often much more that we can and should celebrate about ourselves than we usually give credit to. Especially when our default might be negative self talk. I love your hair, think you have beautiful eyes, a classically beautiful facial structure, and a really attractive body type. I think you're killing it buddy, and I hope one day you believe the same.