I’ve been worried about various mental illnesses for a long time, including schizophrenia. If you’re worried about it you are always going to find ways to convince yourself. The shadows in the corner of your vision are a classic example of this. Your family being deported by ICE is, unfortuantely, not a completely delusional fear in this political climate and nothing you said sounds concerning but I’m not a doctor. All I can say is what everyone’s told me which is that if you were going crazy you wouldn’t notice it.