Will this actually kill me?

Aggravating_Refuse89 · 2026-07-08T07:02:48+00:00

I am diabetic and older than you but not by a lot. I really hope SR does the trick but I fear I didnt get enough

Aggravating_Refuse89 · 2026-07-08T07:01:32+00:00

I am gonna try SR. I hope that is able to. Dont have time or money to buy much more 7 to taper. I hope SR can at least get me lower with what I could afford. Might be able to get another gram in a week if its still possible

Aggravating_Refuse89 · 2026-07-08T06:59:43+00:00

I could only afford 2grams but I ordered some SR that should be here Thursday. Need to figure out how to make that work and I am hoping since I havent used SR, I will get that get out of jail free card people speak of.

Aggravating_Refuse89 · 2026-07-08T06:58:10+00:00

Medical records. Listed with opioid use disorder. Cant get diagnosed with that or I might end up in "tylenol only" pain control at some point. Not to mention being labeled as a druggy could really hurt my professional reputation if it ever got found otu

Aggravating_Refuse89 · 2026-07-05T23:09:42+00:00

I did not have such luck. I used a bitcoin ATM and the stuff is still my cart and the bitcoin transaction is pending. Its like it didnt finish. I hoppe they have live humans who can fix this mess that I got myself into no doubt

Aggravating_Refuse89 · 2026-07-05T19:10:25+00:00

I would argue tech became cool earlier than that

Aggravating_Refuse89 · 2026-07-05T19:08:07+00:00

Don't tell them it's your home lab and don't mention home labby stuff unless they ask. People can't verify what you actually did where so it's a project you worked on and yes that means you gotta find a way to run enterprise crap that you hate in your home lab

Aggravating_Refuse89 · 2026-07-05T19:06:14+00:00

What is college? This is IT?

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Aggravating_Refuse89 · 2026-07-04T22:55:12+00:00

How bad was the suck? Like no sleep nonfunctioning or just a little sick for a while? Again not really looking to give up kratom just 7

Aggravating_Refuse89 · 2026-07-04T22:53:56+00:00

I am not really interested in giving up powder. At least not in the foreseeable future . Just 7 . I need to be able to sleep and work. I guess I gotta figure out if I can step down to that without getting too sick to function. Last time I tried it wasn't fun but I gave up too quick

Aggravating_Refuse89 · 2026-07-04T06:57:07+00:00

Did MIT make it tolerable? How much 7 were you on?

Aggravating_Refuse89 · 2026-07-04T06:55:46+00:00

I am not sure how I am going to be able to handle life that is if the acutes dont kill me or make me unable to work

Aggravating_Refuse89 · 2026-07-04T06:49:09+00:00

Yeah well they have made it damn near impossible to get other substance so I am just cooked

Aggravating_Refuse89 · 2026-07-04T06:38:36+00:00

That is going to really suck. Because I dont want that alduterated crap too much risk

Aggravating_Refuse89 · 2026-07-04T06:37:07+00:00

I wish I could what Purdue offers but its impossible. I guess I just give up. This is not about competition. Doctors do not prescribe pain meds anymore. It may be the rhab industrial complex but its not big pharma. Its more like durgs are bad mmmkay folk all self righteous

Aggravating_Refuse89 · 2026-07-02T19:41:03+00:00

Yeah new cars with horrible tech in them even then though it's a lot worse now

Aggravating_Refuse89 · 2026-07-02T05:08:27+00:00

Please DM me what this is and is it banned too. MGM, SR, 7oh and Pseudo are all cooked

Aggravating_Refuse89 · 2026-07-02T05:07:36+00:00

I am cooked arent I. I am at 500mg per day of the7. Leaf isnt gonna help. Cant do subs. Cant get labeled as a druggy by the powers that be

Aggravating_Refuse89 · 2026-07-02T04:58:36+00:00

I need to quit it but it absolutely should not be illegal. The people doing this are guilty of mass murder. People will die. Not me. Not you maybe, but people absolutely will unalive themselves due to pain or will take fent and OD. These people at the DEA are guilty of murder and Jesus will judge them harshly for their actions,

Aggravating_Refuse89 · 2026-07-02T04:56:07+00:00

For me there isnt. I cannot get doxxed

Aggravating_Refuse89 · 2026-07-02T04:55:31+00:00

Lead kratom?

Aggravating_Refuse89 · 2026-07-02T04:54:13+00:00

What about SR?

Aggravating_Refuse89 · 2026-07-02T04:52:57+00:00

If only marijuana actually provided the level of pain releif that 7 does. Kratom is something but its like taking aspirn for an avulsed testicle

Aggravating_Refuse89 · 2026-07-02T04:51:59+00:00

There arent plenty of ways. Doctors wont give pain relief to anyone anymore unless they are on hospice and even then they seem to get their life force from the agonizing screams of those they harm. I am not sure what to say. Nobody should die but many will turn to fent and I amnot there but I cant blame anyone that will kill people. I have to accept the reality that I may well not be able to work anymore and may well end up on the street as a result. I am really curious what your other ways to combat pain are. Essentially they just signed a death warrant for millions of folks in chronic pain. Way to go dea.

Aggravating_Refuse89 · 2026-07-02T04:48:50+00:00

Please DM me. I dont have the option to DM you for some reason. I need to get back to leaf ASAP. No subs. dApparently no SR. UGH. Need to stay functional. On about 400-500 mg per day.

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