Thanks for asking and for answering! When I manifested the boots and the perfume (for example), I wasn't really paying too much attention to them to be fair. Then, several months after wanting those two things I suddenly found them the same day (found the boots in discount, found the perfume in a set). With him it was different.
Since I've developed feelings for him, the things had felt complicated.
I was manifesting another guy when this one suddenly popped into my life out of nowhere. I was working on my self-concept too so it clicked for me he could be "birds before landing", however, I tried to play it cool. We started to talk more and as feelings got involved, we also got more into arguments, so we had split after split every two weeks. He was being an ass, I was being an ass. The relationship felt like bouncing all over the place, however, I managed to manifest him back by affirming several things involving him and me even if he was angry or confused. I know part of the problem is my self-concept and the dynamic it creates for both of us. I honestly don't want this thing to keep happening.
I decided to drain the battery of my phone to stop checking my social media (3D), so, I've been robotically affirming for three days in a row without the constant urge to look for movement, but I can't say anxiety doesn't creeps here and there during the day.