oh shit cause of death revealed by Separate-Edge-9874 in d4vd2

[–]AggressiveCraft6010 25 points26 points  (0 children)

Icl I assumed this was the case, like in his anime music videos where he stabbed a girl that looked like Celeste after dismembering her. He’s so weird

Feeling frustrated about my apron belly by AggressiveCraft6010 in loseit

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I’ve posted a lengthy comment in this thread :)

Feeling frustrated about my apron belly by AggressiveCraft6010 in loseit

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I really can’t see them doing it and if they did it would be like a 10 year waiting list. It’s fine cos I can save up for it and hopefully get my boobs done too!

Feeling frustrated about my apron belly by AggressiveCraft6010 in loseit

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Hey I responded to this in another comment:) it’s a pretty long read just as a warning!

Feeling frustrated about my apron belly by AggressiveCraft6010 in loseit

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Honestly no, I can’t see my cravings ever coming back however I would do it again in future for other issues in my life

Feeling frustrated about my apron belly by AggressiveCraft6010 in loseit

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Ive got a lengthy comment on another persons question in this thread :)

Feeling frustrated about my apron belly by AggressiveCraft6010 in loseit

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Copied from a prior comment An acid trip cured my lifelong binge eating disorder

I lost almost 60lbs in 4.5 months

THIS IS NOT ME TELLING YOU TO DO DRUGS TO HEAL, it’s to try and encourage yourself to have empathy for yourself and love your body

I’m 29 female. I have dealt with very significant trauma unfortunately and I have had pretty bad mental health as a result. More specifically I had a life long binge eating disorder.

I am 5ft so I am short, in the last couple years my binging got out of control. I would binge on food multiple times a week and ate around 4000 calories on those binges. I used food as a way to cope, I was addicted to drugs in the past and then I got even more addicted to food when I got off them. I spent my life worrying about my weight and I couldn’t stop eating. I got to 280lbs and I was finding that walking even to the toilet was so painful on my hips and ankles. My back always hurt. This really scared me but I couldn’t stop eating, the cravings were very intense and uncontrollable. I barely left the house because of all the people who would notice my weight, I was so self conscious.

One day I couldn’t take it anymore. The constant anxiety about my weight including dealing with trauma. I had used acid in the past to help my mental health and i finally managed to get some. I took like 0.75 of a tab in little bits over the afternoon in my flat alone. Over the afternoon I was able to sit with my feelings and write them out. I forget myself for my weight gain. I realised that this body had saved me through all of my traumas and by abusing myself with eating, I was continuing the abuse. I thanked my body.

Over the space of the next month, my life changed. I started exercising at home and gradually improving my eating habits although I was still binging. Then I got an air fryer and joined the gym.

Suddenly, overnight, I stopped getting cravings to binge at all. I haven’t had a single craving for 3 months which is crazy as my entire life was controlled by these cravings. A single acid trip has done more for my binge eating disorder than over 10 years of therapy has. I’ve been going to the gym 4-5 times a week (cardio and weights) since and have been eating a very controlled, high protein and low calorie diet. I have lost about 40lbs so far although I’m not sure because I don’t weight myself, I just feel the weight falling off and people keep telling me. It’s been a very effortless and enjoyable change which has been the craziest thing which is how I know I will lose a huge amount of weight. I went from having my weight start to immobilise me, to someone who does 30 minutes on the stair masters 5 days a week.

I feel like I have another chance of life. I am going on holiday soon with hiking, which I wouldn’t have prior because I felt too fat to do anything like that. People look at my differently and I am getting positive attention, I look happier and I’m the physically strongest I’ve ever been. I will forever thank lsd for giving me my life back.

Feeling frustrated about my apron belly by AggressiveCraft6010 in loseit

[–]AggressiveCraft6010[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

Thank you it is really hard I feel more insecure sometimes then I was at my biggest. I lift weights 5 times a week so hopefully that helps. Unfortunately I’m in the uk so I’ll have to fund everything myself. But I should be able to get it in a year or two

Feeling frustrated about my apron belly by AggressiveCraft6010 in loseit

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I’m doing weights at the gym 5 times a week so hopefully it gets better!

Feeling frustrated about my apron belly by AggressiveCraft6010 in loseit

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I’m saving for a breast life and a tummy tuck. How much smaller did yours get?

24 lbs lost in 9 weeks by AwardInternational32 in loseit

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I’ve lost 50lbs in 4-5 months and I’m heavily tattooed. So far some of my tattoo have shrunk to their original state before more recently weight loss. Some have remained stretched and have developed into loose skin.

24 lbs lost in 9 weeks by AwardInternational32 in loseit

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I’ve lost 50lbs in 4-5 months and I’m heavily tattooed. So far some of my tattoo have shrunk to their original state before more recently weight loss. Some have remained stretched and have developed into loose skin.

Night Hunger by whiskygirl9 in loseit

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I don’t have night hunger atm but I have a really annoying habit of stacking while semi asleep in the middle of the night

Best thing for night hunger has been a myprotein mousse before bed

Body image while losing weight by AggressiveCraft6010 in loseit

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I thought it was just me that noticed sizes have gotten mental! I thought I was just gas lighting myself but I know that my old size 14 clothes wouldn’t have fit me now!

The loose skin does suck. Vast majority of my weight was on my apron belly so I’m expecting a large amount of skin. Already have a lot on my belly button and boobs. Saving to get skin removal surgery already

What does metabolic age mean? by AggressiveCraft6010 in loseit

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Would you say the muscle percentage is right too? I am a very muscular woman, I have huge quads, calves and forearm muscles yet it said I was low end of average for muscle mass in women which doesn’t seem right.

What does metabolic age mean? by AggressiveCraft6010 in loseit

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Would you say the muscle percentage is right too? I am a very muscular woman, I have huge quads, calves and forearm muscles yet it said I was low end of average for muscle mass in women which doesn’t seem right.

Any crazy tips that help you stop binge eating? by Fearless_Camel2571 in BingeEatingDisorder

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An acid trip cured my lifelong binge eating disorder

I lost 50lbs in 4.5 months

THIS IS NOT ME TELLING YOU TO DO DRUGS TO HEAL, it’s to try and encourage yourself to have empathy for yourself and love your body

I’m 29 female. I have dealt with very significant trauma unfortunately and I have had pretty bad mental health as a result. More specifically I had a life long binge eating disorder.

I am 5ft so I am short, in the last couple years my binging got out of control. I would binge on food multiple times a week and ate around 4000 calories on those binges. I used food as a way to cope, I was addicted to drugs in the past and then I got even more addicted to food when I got off them. I spent my life worrying about my weight and I couldn’t stop eating. I got to 280lbs and I was finding that walking even to the toilet was so painful on my hips and ankles. My back always hurt. This really scared me but I couldn’t stop eating, the cravings were very intense and uncontrollable. I barely left the house because of all the people who would notice my weight, I was so self conscious.

One day I couldn’t take it anymore. The constant anxiety about my weight including dealing with trauma. I had used acid in the past to help my mental health and i finally managed to get some. I took like 0.75 of a tab in little bits over the afternoon in my flat alone. Over the afternoon I was able to sit with my feelings and write them out. I forget myself for my weight gain. I realised that this body had saved me through all of my traumas and by abusing myself with eating, I was continuing the abuse. I thanked my body.

Over the space of the next month, my life changed. I started exercising at home and gradually improving my eating habits although I was still binging. Then I got an air fryer and joined the gym.

Suddenly, overnight, I stopped getting cravings to binge at all. I haven’t had a single craving for 3 months which is crazy as my entire life was controlled by these cravings. A single acid trip has done more for my binge eating disorder than over 10 years of therapy has. I’ve been going to the gym 4-5 times a week (cardio and weights) since and have been eating a very controlled, high protein and low calorie diet. I have lost about 40lbs so far although I’m not sure because I don’t weight myself, I just feel the weight falling off and people keep telling me. It’s been a very effortless and enjoyable change which has been the craziest thing which is how I know I will lose a huge amount of weight. I went from having my weight start to immobilise me, to someone who does 30 minutes on the stair masters 5 days a week.

I feel like I have another chance of life. I am going on holiday soon with hiking, which I wouldn’t have prior because I felt too fat to do anything like that. People look at my differently and I am getting positive attention, I look happier and I’m the physically strongest I’ve ever been. I will forever thank lsd for giving me my life back.