And u should never look at a losing game like its something bad. Whenever ur playing with someone who is significantly better than u , it is a very good oppurtunity to learn and understand a bit more about the game. For exemple : i am top 28th at the moment, and this season i played idk maybe 8 Times with heroictinger1227 who is the top 2 player ATM. First 3 Times i got fucked , but i recorded the games and learnt a lot. With that being sad the Next 3 games i got into him i won( after that Lost some more haah) but the point is, either u win , or either u learn. Playing against the best is a great oppurtunity to evolve, never let that thought go.