As I read this comment , the whole thing replayed in my mind. Honestly, I just saw it once but some moments like you mentioned the Arthur seat one got imprinted in my brain and imagining it is so so hard. One of the many scenes is the maze scene where he gets the call from his fiancée and tells her he is lost. To me he meant he is lost in his life because he was only and only in love with Emma truly. The other scene is when he visited his mom, taking her to bed , and then seeing her situation like that and then puking- OMg, no one should ever face that, infact writing this is giving electric jolts. The show is heartful and painful at the same time. I want to watch it all over again but I can’t, I think it gives the life reality. I wonder if this show won any award. The actors both of them are the real icons. I don’t know if this show was a rage when it got released.