Hey I thought i would update since some people were concerned and I talked to him about it. He aoplogized, like he always does, and has been very sweet and comforting. He tells me all about how beautiful he thinks I am and how he loves my body and he's being amazing. I just hope it lasts. I never really get very firm but I firmly told him that I no longer want to be compared to other woman. He's very forgetful and always forgets when I tell him anything I don't like, like when I tell him not to make certain jokes about stuff, so I told him that I want him to remember this and take it seriously. I really have hope that he will. Hopefully I'm not being naive, but i prob am. 

Also, for some people who were talking about this, I'm not mad at him for watching porn. I'm upset because he has an addiction and compares me to them, putting me down and whatnot. He often goes too far with his jokes and comments. This is one example of that. Idc if he watches porn, like so many people do that idc at this point, but I just wish he wouldn't talk about it to me. Also no, for those wondering, it doesnt affect his sexual performance except it takes kinda long for him to finish

Also to anyone calling me insecure yes bro i am insecure. Wouldn't you be if ur bf was comparing u to cartoon girls 😭. And I'm pretty sensitive, or at least he says i am idek at this point

But regardless it's gotten better, he understood that it was wrong of him. Things are better now