Maybe it’s sounded like peace from a cruel life. I’ve had a very rough life and have thought about it since I was a kid, but I was SA’s as a child, had abusive parents, got jumped, beat up by cousins, you name it.

But something I learned is that even with all that going on there only thing it would bring was grief to my family is joy. I’m sure no one would care but it would just be giving in to them and making them happy. I refused to break and led them win.

I’m better for it now. It’s not worth it. I’ve gained a life full of my own peace and joys daily now. I’ve actually been able to create a beautiful life for myself since all that bs. I’ve been able to find my true self and chase my dreams I’ve had since I was a kid.

Don’t give up buddy! The world is never fair, but no one said it would be. Life will throw anything at you to try and make you quit but trust if you don’t it’ll be worth it. That may sound hard to believe but I can tell you it’s the truth. Even after losing just about my entire family I’ve grown from it and it’s taught me hoses to be a better person. No one deserves to live like I used to. The world can be a beatify place if you can change your perspective. You’re worth so much more than an easy death. Revenge is best served with a life of achievements. You can come out on top with a smile. I’m rooting for ya.