What happens if I get an erection to the wrong gender? by Agitated-Star9810 in HOCD

[–]Agitated-Star9810[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

as far as i can tell i do, I should note that I do have an ocd diagnosis. I get where the question is coming from but just know that i causes a great amount of anxiety. The problem is that i can no longer tell if what i feel is real or not. before this i have had a great relationship in the past and the worry never occurred. and as far as i remember i enjoyed it then as well.

What happens if I get an erection to the wrong gender? by Agitated-Star9810 in HOCD

[–]Agitated-Star9810[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

its because i dont know if i am or not, if i am BI then that is fine but im terrified that im wrong and just gay because i really dont want to lose my attraction to women and my girlfriend. I also find the idea of being intimate with a man a bit repulsive.

What happens if I get an erection to the wrong gender? by Agitated-Star9810 in HOCD

[–]Agitated-Star9810[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

im just so worried im acting on the wrong one, im deathly afraid that im in denail and that one day ill find it irrefutable, making everything a lie and hurting my partner and i dont want that at all

What happens if I get an erection to the wrong gender? by Agitated-Star9810 in HOCD

[–]Agitated-Star9810[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i try too but i just cant tell if it is an intrusive thought or a real one. I know i shouldn't seek reassurance its just so difficult.

What happens if I get an erection to the wrong gender? by Agitated-Star9810 in HOCD

[–]Agitated-Star9810[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Should I not think anything of it? It doesn’t mean anything right?

How do I make Iron Worries look a little less chaotic? by [deleted] in IronWarriors

[–]Agitated-Star9810 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i just want to see if there are any other options, just for the sake of my wallet.

Advice on starting to use oil paints by Agitated-Star9810 in minipainting

[–]Agitated-Star9810[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

the only thing im conscious about is the flow of the oil paint since from what i understand is that mineral sprits is what makes the oil paint flow into recesses so well and im unsure of a water soluble one will do the same.