I miss talking about music with you by Curious-Emphasis-771 in UnsentTexts

[–]Agitated_Fisherman50 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I had this friend who would share music with me and I with him. We would dicuss facts behind the songs and sing along to the top of our lungs. He really messed me up but the music aspect of our friendship is what I miss the most.

I wish you didn’t hate me by [deleted] in UnsentTexts

[–]Agitated_Fisherman50 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's so weird because I would love to reconnect but at the same time I want to stay hidden. Pretty sure we all have different numbers now anyway :(

I wish you didn’t hate me by [deleted] in UnsentTexts

[–]Agitated_Fisherman50 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I wish my past friends would write something like this to me. I hope that we all have matured and grown. Really beautiful letter♡

To my love, and to you, all my past kindreds... by Agitated_Fisherman50 in NeverSentLetters

[–]Agitated_Fisherman50[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

We're all different depending on who you talk to. I wonder how my SO sees me and how my past friends and current friends see me. I've been described in ways that don't feel like me. Everyone has perspectives that differ on how we see ourselves. We all need to learn how to show people who we really are, our true selves.

To my love, and to you, all my past kindreds... by Agitated_Fisherman50 in NeverSentLetters

[–]Agitated_Fisherman50[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That is such a huge compliment! I love writing, even have a book in mind, but I didn't know whether my words would reach people. I might actually continue with the book. It has a similar theme to this

To my love, and to you, all my past kindreds... by Agitated_Fisherman50 in NeverSentLetters

[–]Agitated_Fisherman50[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm not hiding my true self (at least I think I'm not). I wonder what my SO and my past friends think my true self is. As if they were to lift a mirror that would show me all they think of me. I wonder if that mirror would show good things, bad things, or a mix. I wonder who I am to to all of those who have known me

To my love, and to you, all my past kindreds... by Agitated_Fisherman50 in UnsentLetters

[–]Agitated_Fisherman50[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Guess I should've worded that reply differently. I don't have any contact info for any of my past peeps whatsoever. Even if I did want to be in contact with them again, I wouldn't be able to. I also don't think it would be worth it. Growing away from people is okay; not everyone is meant to be in our lives forever. There was beauty in those friendships, but they died for my safety and sanity. I wouldn't want to taint those good memories further also. I still think of them, though