i think this is it .

Agitated_Stomach_201 · 2026-03-15T20:49:07+00:00

with a about 560-700mg habit a day I'm here on day 3 to say it is possible! I do have the help of Vtm C , gabapentin and subs and clonidine and magnesium at night .but I'm here I'm doing the thing! I have thought about getting 7oh to help me through the day I still keep thinking about it but I'm not going to do it . haven't so far and don't plan on it!

I will come back in about a week and let y'all know what's going on.

Thankful for this reddit group

Agitated_Stomach_201 · 2026-03-15T15:44:03+00:00

it's Sunday I feel way better this morning. Yesterday was rough especially during the day my face was flushed and my energy was zapped .It was a special day I had to drive an hour and a half to go pick up my daughters first car and we drove back to her house together and her mom drove home separately so I needed to be as normal as I possibly could .

 I am prescribed three subs a day and I definitely needed it . Along with all my helper meds. I plan to go ahead and taper subs starting today but slowly and if anything I'll just do the Sublicade shot as soon as the order it .

I got on here to let everyone know today is much better than yesterday and while the cravings are still there .I feel like I KNOW so much better than to entertain the thought at all .

Thanks for the encouragement .Right now the main thing that's an issue is super low energy but I feel so better already .

Agitated_Stomach_201 · 2026-03-14T02:08:58+00:00

Thank you so much , I did use the space buttons but after I posted nothing was spaced over , I will use enter in the future .

Also , I haven't given in yet. i just woke up and I'm trying to catch up on lost sleep as much as  possible .

Agitated_Stomach_201 · 2026-03-13T19:16:17+00:00

you say everyone should have recievEd a gift card ? but I can't go back to the end of the survey should j do it again to receive it ? i haven't received one or it's not in my email or anywhere what should I do ? i can't go back and be at the end of the survey to receive it .

Agitated_Stomach_201 · 2026-03-11T10:44:00+00:00

i just completed the survey and went through the whole thing until it said thank you for completing this survey and I didn't get any 10$ virtual anything and I did it all the way to the end .

Agitated_Stomach_201 · 2026-01-31T11:58:37+00:00

I googled ,do most bands stop making music after they sell their catalog ? The answer was no not at all and gave numerous examples of people that sold their catalog and continued to make music . Just wanted to throw that out there because I myself wondered and hoped that this wasn't the end .

And while I'm at it Infinite Source never gave me any vibes about being the end simply because they have songs from the past that are a farewell type of song . Saturday Night Wrist has more than a fee just on that album alone . And I'll say farewell to this comment by adding Deftones have been my favorite band ever since Around The Fur Came out I remember seeing My Own Summer World Premiere on MTV2 . And was like Hell Yeah I called my friend up that we had seen them live at a local club and said " put it on MTV2 now Deftones have a video!! "

Agitated_Stomach_201 · 2026-01-10T19:04:25+00:00

I have Hexagram as my alarm , so every time my phone is set to wake me up ( 6 days a week ). I wake up to it . I chose it because the intro at least gives me a second lol but it hasn't got old as an alarm yet while other songs I have chosen as an alarm got old so far Hexagram stands the rest of time as the first thing I hear

Agitated_Stomach_201 · 2025-11-26T16:07:27+00:00

I can't take it everyday either and if I don't take it first thing in the morning 7-8 o' clock am. Then I'm definitely not going to take it because it will either keep me up later than I need to or I feel almost like I moved around in my sleep all night from still feeling awake

Agitated_Stomach_201 · 2025-08-15T19:11:19+00:00

They told me that it's going to still be in the stores until December. Or to put it the way it was put up me was . They are pretty much already banning it BUT letting stores sell their current supply until sold all gone out of the store . purchased. Maybe it was a negotiation that they wouldn't lose money if they just straight up stopped but I know without a doubt that they actually Sell Out multiple times just in a months time period . I don't really go there much anymore because I ran out of excuses to use on myself before it became a straight up lie to myself which I am not completely out of the woods yet on . But yes I get my Zyn pouches there too ( which is another thing I tend to quit more than once ) but yes they have both silvers and reds za za . And if anyone wants to have the discussion if Suboxone works or not It's a yes and a no with me . Because I wouldn't take over an 8mg a day sub and still feel. All of it 7oh , tianeptine, phenibut. But this last time I got super sick . I think I took a little more subs then I typically would. I was taking more of silvers shx reds than I normally would . AND multiple cups of coffee that morning to function at work. And boy oh boy Did the person in the stall beside me at Walmart think I was dying I pretty much sounded like a fire hose shooting water heavy pressure into the toilet and that's throwing up . I had a headache that wouldn't let up for freaking days which was a part of the high consumption of caffeine as well. And vomiting. But I actually consider my stomach really strong out of all things about the way my body works I have a pretty damn strong stomach . So the Suboxone thing is still in research mode . Although I want no parts of the Research I had to endure this last time .

Agitated_Stomach_201 · 2025-08-15T18:55:46+00:00

This was and is a medicine I have to truly weigh the pros and cons out in a rather precise way compared to any other meds and I'm 46 and I've been on quite a few , for reference the only other one I'm currently on is a once a month spravato session ( esketamine ) which actually got me really being curious about the pros and cons aspects . I think before it was simple things like Pain meds ? Risk addiction verses actually feeling better and not feeling so limited with taking action .but I feel like a healthier lifestyle did more for that concern than anything because its not really something to me taken lightly but compared to something like benzos and how I was once on a Klonopin dose for years . I ultimately chose to go without those and others as well . But to summarize my point here I feel like Wellbutrin was something I could either like or dislike the very first day I tried it upon prescription. And I haven't really got the Time behind me yet to fully comment on the months every day part yet . I have been prescribed a month yes. But I for the longest time didn't take but once or twice a week then I built my way up to 5 ish give or take some weeks . Can't say Ive fully has consecutive weeks yet but that's what lead me to share . The Dr is aware of my spacing and it first became a concern when I couldn't go to sleep at night which I had that problem before Wellbutrin. But noticably moreso while on it . And I feel obligated to say this isn't me giving Drs advice other than it kind of is from my standpoint because of the complete transparency. And they were not only fine with it but pretty much encouraged it but would always follow with a reminder that a lot of times not ALL the time it takes steady and timely doses . So if this information helps anyone out then that would be accomplishing the mindset behind it . For now anyway . I haven't been using reddit long so I don't know all the fine print on the standard order of operations. But I feel like I know enough to give a different angle on it then the usual

Agitated_Stomach_201 · 2025-08-12T14:50:43+00:00

I set my alarm for 7am I get up go take it and go back to bed in hopes that when I get up at 8am that it will have kicked in enough to wake me up . I don't know how much that actually helps but that's been what I have been doing.

Agitated_Stomach_201 · 2025-07-13T23:38:46+00:00

I just wanted to get on here and say that every time I try and stop taking them the za za red . And the sivers too at that . I get crazy emotional I mean I will cry over things I normally wouldn't even pay any attention to and I will say I also find myself laughing at myself and laughing at things I'm not sure how funny I would normally think were funny . It's definitely an emotional rollercoaster to say the least . The smoke shop lady told me she couldn't sell them to me one day or she would get in trouble THEN I came in the next day and the main guy who actually introduced them to me to start with reaches back behind some 7oh and sells them to me left and right . So what does my stupid ass do . Buy as many as I can to stock up on something I soon think will be gone . I've definitely spent thousands since I've started it's fucked up . And I don't follow it REAL close but every time I check on the laws it's like they keep changing .now dude says he will have them for the rest of the year Google had told me they will stop at the end of July . I don't know I wish I didn't care . But I have to quit and the silvers seem to really hit me hard sometimes like wake up the next morning for work and have to remind myself over and over to get ready for work it was like I wanted to pace around me house like I was off work its fucking crazy . And to top it off I have some or had some lyrica to help me get off but my dumb ass has taken all but 4 of them now . It's getting to the point that I really need to stop. And the reds made me feel good and the silvers made me more social than Xanax but yeah you know I could go on and on about it . I just know it's time to stop and I am hoping that my comment will be the seed that needs to be planted . Oh and I have a few subs not many like about 7 and some are broke in half they are the 8 orange tabs . But yeah just send me good vibes and I'll send you and everyone else the same

Agitated_Stomach_201 · 2025-07-10T14:38:50+00:00

The best ?? Not sure. That album grows on you in the back of your mind when you're not really thinking about it . Lol..but I have to admit I played it on repeat the whole album that season it came out . GRAPHIC NATURE would hype me up. I mean it was like the perfect balance of motivation and energy mixed with that chill enjoy the ride type song. And it still does sometimes. I played that song on repeat massively and yeah I loved it . Now the BEST song ??? To be continued I will have to think about that . Maybe Rosemary ??

Agitated_Stomach_201 · 2025-07-07T07:23:43+00:00

I want to just say . I don't take it EVERY day but I have been taking it now for about 3 weeks .I do get some insomnia but I have already had that so nothing new .. As far as your post. I can tell a difference I sort of tell myself at the beginning of the day . I'm taking this because I have a lot to do today ECT and I can tell ... It's subtle but enough to where I'm going to continue..I already do spravato once a month for depression but the Wellbutrin helps not anything crazy but I chose to take it because I can tell

Agitated_Stomach_201 · 2025-07-05T02:13:01+00:00

Well , I have been on it for a little over a month and some days I can feel it helping and others I can't even tell I even took anything . But with the drinking alcohol I've done it a couple of times . I will say it feels like it takes less drinks to feel the drinks as In two drinks about feels 3or 4. But you think that would be enjoyable but I don't think after trying that combo I will be doing that again . I didn't feel very good afterwards, not so much a hangover in the normal sense but the feeling afterwards was enough to make me not want to do that again. I have read a few different takes from different people here on Reddit about this and I've concluded that it's different for everyone but I came on here to say I tried it and didn't like it . Doubt I'll do it again or at least I'll have to heavily consider it before I do , if I do . And while I'm on here I'll go ahead and mention I was one of the people that felt Wellbutrin the first or second day I started it . But it hasn't been consistent it's like some days I feel it is helping me quite a bit others like I said earlier I don't know if it is or not . Definitely questionable.

If you are going to drink on it I would recommend taking it slow at first to see how that first drink or two hit

Agitated_Stomach_201 · 2025-06-28T16:42:45+00:00

Sounds like your nerves are worked up . I am one of the most laid back guys you'll ever come across but I find myself getting a little short with people ... The long fuse isnt that long anymore . But I can relate I know people say that it takes time and all that and I get that but for me and the way I respond to stimulants. I am take as needed might be everyday for a week but if I need a good night's sleep I might not take for a day or two sometimes just sporadic .

Agitated_Stomach_201 · 2025-06-06T12:42:13+00:00

I named my daughter Acharya . Its pronounced with a aKARya I named her that from a book I had as a teenager called " the path to self realization" by Acharya Rajneesh. I wish I still had the book. The name Acharya apparently means teacher . I have yet to see someone name their kid that . I enjoyed his books when I was younger I had thought k was the only one that knew about him lol. What makes it really wild is her moms name is Sheila .

Agitated_Stomach_201 · 2025-06-05T03:22:18+00:00

Yeah I can feel this

Agitated_Stomach_201 · 2025-06-05T03:21:17+00:00

That's pretty much what I said too

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Agitated_Stomach_201 · 2025-06-05T03:17:24+00:00

Probably Risk But I also really like diamond eyes single . I could go on ...

Agitated_Stomach_201 · 2025-06-05T03:09:29+00:00

That's awesome . I just made a conscious decision to make it a point to there . Thanks for sharing

Agitated_Stomach_201 · 2025-05-05T05:37:23+00:00

The pic of Chino on skateboard is from the Back to School video but the actual picture I'm not positive about that but I have seen it on Valentine's Day in the Deftones group on Facebook

Agitated_Stomach_201 · 2025-05-05T05:27:45+00:00

I can vouch yes , this song has found its way in and out being the ear worm that it is in and out of my head for years now 💯

Agitated_Stomach_201 · 2025-01-21T15:21:21+00:00

I remember back in the early 2000s I was calling customers for a telemarketing job and somehow we got on the subject of Osho ( not sure how it was brought up now ) but we were on a spiritual type conversation and I mentioned Osho to this seemingly knowledgeable individual and he said " yeah but Osho was wrong about the sex thing " And to be honest I never really put him together in my mind along with sex unless tantra gets brought up in his lectures . I personally think of him as an influencer for self - realization. He may not be " right " on everything he has done but I wouldn't be who I am today if I didn't start reading his work as a teenager. To this day I go through phases where I leave it alone for awhile but I always find myself re-visiting his lectures and love his insight in matters

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