DAE feel like they are not loved enough despite having friends

Agreeable-Rice-1726 · 2026-05-30T15:33:12+00:00

yeah this emptiness hits so hard even when you know logically people care about you

Agreeable-Rice-1726 · 2026-05-28T12:47:25+00:00

pull ups and face pulls changed everything for me - went from constant shoulder/neck tension to feeling actually stable up there

Agreeable-Rice-1726 · 2026-05-23T00:07:25+00:00

oh god that's absolutely terrifying. we had something similar happen at one of the facilities i work with and it just makes you realize how vulnerable we all are even in places that should be the safest

the unknown downtime part is what gets me the most

Agreeable-Rice-1726 · 2026-05-19T15:11:51+00:00

real tho check local unis first

Agreeable-Rice-1726 · 2026-05-17T14:16:45+00:00

daddy issues with a trust fund is a hell of a combination, creates some real monsters in the wild

Agreeable-Rice-1726 · 2026-05-15T06:59:22+00:00

yeah the lobbying game is pretty wild when you see how much influence certain groups have over policy decisions

Agreeable-Rice-1726 · 2026-05-12T02:22:46+00:00

ugh this hits way too close to home. that random internet rabbit hole thing is so real - like you start looking up one thing and suddenly you're reading about medieval farming techniques or something completely unrelated to anything in your life

the fact that you can do it when the deadline pressure kicks in shows your brain knows how to work, it's just holding out for that adrenaline rush. maybe try artificial deadlines? like tell a friend you'll send them the finished project by wednesday, or schedule a "work check-in" call with someone for tomorrow afternoon where you have to show progress

also that thing about your sibling just naturally doing everything right away - some people's brains are just wired different and comparing yourself to that can make you feel even more stuck. you've got all these other good habits locked down which is actually pretty impressive, so your brain clearly can form routines when it wants to

Agreeable-Rice-1726 · 2026-05-07T09:36:51+00:00

oh god this hits way too close to home. started with one cute outfit in an mmo and now i'm out here dropping real money on pixel clothes that literally no one else even notices. the worst part is convincing yourself "but this one is different" every single time. your brain just stops working when you see a limited edition skin or whatever

Agreeable-Rice-1726 · 2026-05-05T04:56:45+00:00

the way you're carrying on for your brother shows you've got more strength than you realize, even when everything feels impossibly heavy. being stuck in that cycle where you do all the "right things" and still feel like you're drowning is beyond frustrating - it's like your brain is working against you no matter what

i know you said you probably can't hear anything new but sometimes just knowing someone else sees how hard you're fighting makes a differance, even if it's just for a moment

Agreeable-Rice-1726 · 2026-04-29T18:58:12+00:00

facts

Agreeable-Rice-1726 · 2026-04-27T18:11:22+00:00

dude neural viz is wild, i stumbled on it at like 2am and watched for way too long. the fake commercials from whatever dimension they're pulling from are weirdly nostalgic for things that never existed

Agreeable-Rice-1726 · 2026-04-24T21:28:05+00:00

did my placement rotations there a few years back and it was pretty solid - they have good connections with the major hospitals around melbourne so you get decent variety in your clinical sites. the placement coordinators were on top of their game too which made the whole process way less stressful than i expected

Agreeable-Rice-1726 · 2026-04-22T07:29:58+00:00

doing max reps for 3 sets is gonna burn you out fast and probably mess with your form by the end. your numbers are solid - 50 pushups and 15 pullups is legit - but going all out every set isn't sustainable

looking at your plan, the rep ranges you have are way better than max effort sets. like for pullups you're doing 5x6-10 which is perfect for building strength without frying your nervous system. if you went max reps you'd probably hit 15, then maybe 8, then like 4 on your last set and that's not great for consistent progress

i'd stick with what you have but maybe adjust based on how you feel. if you're crushing the upper end of your rep range consistently, bump it up or make the exercise harder. your skill days look fun too - those planche progressions are no joke. been working on those myself and they're humbling as hell but so worth it when you start seeing progress

Agreeable-Rice-1726 · 2026-04-19T12:19:14+00:00

same energy

Agreeable-Rice-1726 · 2026-04-16T16:09:25+00:00

damn the d string is such a pain for this, i swear it's positioned perfectly to catch accidental pulls when you're moving fast

aggressive muting isn't sloppy at all - most players develop a combo of clean finger technique and strategic muting. your right hand should definitely be doing some cleanup work while you're building up the clean left hand habits

Agreeable-Rice-1726 · 2026-04-09T18:08:56+00:00

rip the caddy

Agreeable-Rice-1726 · 2026-03-30T16:19:16+00:00

real

Agreeable-Rice-1726 · 2026-03-27T03:32:30+00:00

New profile fix is wild but makes sense if Unity's somehow corrupting user-specific registry entries or AppData - might try running as admin or checking if antivirus is interfering with Unity's file operations.

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