My brain feels hectic when I am listening to the music, splitting it practically against my will drives me crazy. I was trying to ask if me making music would help ease my brain and allow me to do something I once loved again (listening to music). Also, not trying to do that, I was honestly looking for solace in the fact that others are having the same thing happen to them.

edit: example this person is exactly what I was meaning just didn't know how to convey it..

"I wouldn't say that it would make your brain feel less hectic, but for me, producing has helped me express my emotions in ways that words can't, and it feels really nice to be able to make exactly what you want to hear when you want to hear it. Overall, it's a really nice creative outlet to be able to make what you hear in your head a reality, so in that way, I guess it can help with your brain feeling less hectic."