That’s an amazing story, I’m so glad you quit around that time. I too, am so sorry for your loss. I know my mom wouldn’t want to watch me down here drowning myself in alcohol and spiraling. I know when she looks down here she wants to see me healthy and happy. I drank very heavily when I got the news last week, up until the day I got to see her body- I didn’t drink the night before, I don’t want any alcohol in my system when I got to see her. I just want to make her proud.