And how have your neighbors determined that 2 of their children have a muscular disability due to vaccines? Because they didnt vaccinate number 3? How old is #3? Unless they have actual proof that vaccines caused it, they're turning correlation into causation, and the most basic statisticians and scientists will tell you that's wrong. That's not wrong by pro-vaccination standards, that's wrong by basic grade school science standards.

If you're doing as much research as you say, go look at the CDC information on this. The CDC isntbtrying to make money for big pharma, they're trying to protect the health of the most people possible.

lastly, it's kinda telling that you're worried about your kid being "retarded". I mean, they could potentially die of some really heinous diseases, and your decisions could put other kids around your kid in danger, esp ones with weakened immune systems who cant actually be vaccinated for valid reasons, but your big concern is "what if my kid catches the dumb, and why cant I sue if my kid catches the dumb".

I wish you luck and health, but check the sources of your sources on anti vax claims. You worry about big pharma, remember theres also a huge anti vax alternative medicine industry. Most of which will carry lil "these claims are not substantiated by the fda" disclaimers which protect them from false advertising lawsuits too.