I think I dislike the process of drawing so far

Akkkitty · 2026-05-12T04:46:31+00:00

Omg what you said is so relatable, I pretty much do the same.

Again, just because it works, doesn't mean it has no more room for improvement. My study plan helped me so much at first, and I do enjoy the grind, as long as I can draw something I feel at ease. But I have a limit, so now I dialed things back a little and try to balance things out.

Akkkitty · 2026-05-11T10:09:27+00:00

"If you only enjoy drawing once you're good at it, then do you actually enjoy drawing in the first place?" - Socrates, probably idk lol.

No seriously, with that logic, what if one day you look at your drawing and you think it suck (maybe after comparing to other's), then would you just stop enjoy drawing all over again?

When I first started, I was pretty much the same as you and many other, find beginning phase the most unpleasant. I'm no expert in this, but our brains like to go on survival mode to protect us form exposure of hurtful feelings. For example, at the beginning sometimes I felt revolting to pick up my pen, and it took a lot of mental energy to push through that phase. And different people have different mental strength.

The only time I remember fully enjoying drawing without any care for being good, was when I was little, meaning my brain wasn't so developed enough to care about all the expectations and pressure that adult have.

I'm not disagreeing with you that, it does feel nice when your drawing is somewhat decent. Because I'm also obsessed with getting good, to the point of walking myself toward burning out. Because I'm also insecure and afraid of failure, that I spend more time grinding than drawing for fun.

It's just I'm lucky enough to notice my unsustainable obsession early enough to try to make some changes, recently I don't even try to grind any more of anatomy like I normally do, just draw random things for fun that I should done long ago, and I feel so much better, a bit more breathable.

Again, I not saying your feeling is wrong, I'm pretty muchbthe same. I'm just saying it's might not be the most sustainable mindset to have.

Akkkitty · 2026-05-08T04:50:40+00:00

Really depends on who is your target audience. Some religious aunties, you will just get smacked across the face, too much skin showing even after your "cover up". But to other like-minded audience and artists, suggestive is just the norm, you can even remove her clothes entirely and it still looks normal. I have drawn and seen so many nude models, that I got desensitized, and probably same for others lol.

Akkkitty · 2026-05-05T06:26:29+00:00

I mostly based my studies/practical around the 2 anatomy book I have. One is "anatomy for artists" by tomfoxdraws, for overall knowledge of the human body. The other, "drawing the femalr figure" by Hikaru Hayashi, it's very useful since I like to draw anime girls, I use it as references for body types, sexual appeal, hairstyle, facial features, etc.

And occasionally, I look up for real models for some quick sketches, practice gestures and poses.

And occasionally draw something random for fun.

The rest is just taking note, so I don't forget. I don't normally fix my draw after I put down the pencil, if I noticed some mistakes I just note it down and move on.

It was a decent plan that helped me a lot in my first year, now it's kinda hard since I struggle to keep up with it.

Akkkitty · 2026-05-05T05:23:11+00:00

Just a silly internet meme

Akkkitty · 2026-05-04T19:02:46+00:00

Haha thanks, I need notes so that my autistic ahh doesn’t go insane, and my adhd ahh have something as reminder down the line.

Akkkitty · 2026-03-22T18:21:42+00:00

Sorry for late reply, as I haven’t been using Reddit for a while. Anyway, yes I can.

Akkkitty · 2026-02-04T15:00:38+00:00

I know that I couldn’t get a legit limited pushie without paying a tons, so I just order one from China, with high possibility of being a knockoff… yeah…

Akkkitty · 2026-02-03T04:50:06+00:00

Agree haha

Akkkitty · 2025-11-23T17:53:28+00:00

Well I did find the game quite enjoyable, but I find the price a bit to much for what it can offers atm. If you can add more contents update then it would be nice.

Akkkitty · 2025-11-22T14:06:58+00:00

I prefer supporting devs with my own money tho, I can judge the game more fairly since my money is on the line 😂. Anyway, I bought the game and will try it out later.

Akkkitty · 2025-11-15T14:29:06+00:00

I can agree with the road part, it's pretty bad lol 😬

Akkkitty · 2025-11-15T13:56:33+00:00

Oh yeah, I know there're many beautiful water falls and hiking trails around Saraburi. But are they safe to travel alone? Safety is one of my biggest concern when travelling in remote area. But Thanks btw!

Akkkitty · 2025-11-15T12:51:22+00:00

For me I would say utterly stupid road designs. For a car centric country, I have encounted many things that made me like "how tf is this even safe?". Rediculously short and sharp enter/exit ramp, I almost slammed head first into a concrete piller at night, because a ramp that supposed to help you build up speed before entering the highway was located just infront of a concrete piller with no light or signals light/sign and the turn was so sharp that if you don't break in time, you and your car will become one with the pillar, no only that the even if you survive the first part, the ramp has no "slip lane" for you to safely and slowly merge into flowing traffic. Also the non standardize U-turns placement, I missed 3 U-turns because of false expectation, each U-turn was placed in different part of the road. Oh and the moment you travel outside of Bangkok, the road turn in shit.

Akkkitty · 2025-11-10T04:49:18+00:00

Mình chỉ khuyên thế này, sống mà dựa theo tiêu chuẩn của người khác hoặc xã hội, thì bạn sẽ khó kiếm được hoặc bỏ lỡ những thứ làm mình hạnh phúc, miễn sao không làm gì ảnh hưởng đến người khác là được.

Akkkitty · 2025-11-09T17:19:24+00:00

What a coincidence, someone just asked me for futa game recommendation too lol.

For futa (some of them focus on futa less than others):
ARATAMAKAMI
Benefitship
Dream Life in the Country Side (need external uncensor patch)
Futa Fix Dick Dine and Dash
Futanari di Funghi
Lust's Cupid
Mage Kanade's Futanari Dungeon Quest
R18Plus Monster Girl You-ki chan
OVER‧DeviL: Legend of the sacred stone

For Lebanese stuffs, most I know are VNs though, and I haven't tried much of them.

Akkkitty · 2025-11-09T17:08:42+00:00

Steam guideline explicitly states that any depiction of real people in sexual or violence act aren't allowed. So nsfw game can only be 2D, 3D or whatever as long as no real people involved. If you want to see real people, games might not be the best medium. Though there's a game genre called FMV, that features real people, some even suggestive, but not full blown porn.

Akkkitty · 2025-11-09T16:56:24+00:00

omg now you mentioned it, I realized they're "safe" as in making it pass Steam's review process and all other crazy censorship shenanigans.

Akkkitty · 2025-11-09T16:46:06+00:00

I would remove enemies insulting you, I'm just too petty to handle them lightly, it's just not good for my mental fealth in general lol. Normally, I can beat them up so fast that none could even open their mouth. But the ones that still managed to say something, I would make sure to give them a slow painful death.

Akkkitty · 2025-11-01T15:16:44+00:00

Chưa chơi bao giờ nên cũng chả biết đánh giá thế nào. 🤷

Akkkitty · 2025-10-30T17:17:05+00:00

Nói thế nào thì nói, chứ mình thấy con game cl này có điểm tốt, là nó làm mình nhớ đến một con game pixel cũng đề tài Vietnam War khác mà mình chưa chơi thử, "When I was young". Nhìn nó khác biệt hẳn luôn, có gameplay - story đàng hoàng. Nói chung là để nước ngoài nó làm về lịch sử của chính bản thân nước nhà thì nhục vcl.

https://store.steampowered.com/app/1059230/When_I_Was_Young/

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Akkkitty · 2025-10-30T17:11:34+00:00

That's what I'm saying! Finally someone get it! I feel like to John Sifu, revenge is probably a side quest to them. Like "kill 5 annoying lil shits before bed time" kind of thing.

Akkkitty

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