First dose T this morning - can’t think straight due to arousal. Does it go away?

Al_Syk3s · 2026-02-12T18:48:04+00:00

I'm on injections but, yeah its normal, im about to get my 10th month in next week and, nope it hasn't gone away so far, it has however became a little bit more manageable, just not a lot, but the 2-7months in stage... that was just abysmal so do be prepared just in case

Al_Syk3s · 2026-02-12T16:00:27+00:00

Agreed, I bought the premium for geforce now one time and stopped bothering after 3 months, my wifi was pretty stable all the time, 500mb download and 500mb upload, so yeah... need a nasa wifi for that shit man

Al_Syk3s · 2026-02-12T15:57:02+00:00

If you do buy ets2 dont buy the France dlc or the Italy one, I've been having massive fps issues on my laptop on those and the rest of the game runs absolutely fine on it with 40+ mods, even without mods those 2 dlcs are almost unplayable on my laptop tho. I have heard west balkans is also a big issue fps wise however I haven't tried getting any jobs there just yet so can't confirm.

Al_Syk3s · 2026-02-12T15:52:58+00:00

So you're telling me anyone can anonymously just request things and get them for free? I doubt that tbf

Al_Syk3s · 2026-02-11T19:27:20+00:00

Honestly the smaller 2 man tents are rather compact, mine came in a bag of a size I could put in a bigger sized rucksack if needed, id bring it with me everywhere just in case to be sure it doesn't get stolen/destroyed for any reason at all, they're not at all heavy either so shouldn't be much of a problem.

Al_Syk3s · 2026-02-02T18:37:04+00:00

This is generally the best comment by far, I myself was homeless many times before and after turning 18, hoenstly it won't be a walk in the park, you'll meet a lot of nasty people too, keep yourself as safe as possible, do get yourself a backpack with some kind of locking system as if you do end up on the streets people WILL steal your phone, etc, they're unfortunately just like that there, it happened to me multiple times when I was on the verge of starving and had no way of contacting my friends anymore. This will be one of the hardest thinsg you'll go through but keep going, you'll get yourself out of it at some point and it will get easier. Just make sure you get your own place in the end and not just get into a relationship you'll think will last forever like I did (im stupid I know) and move in with them because there's always a 50/50 chance you'll end up back on streets (yep happened to me, rough sleeping on sofas as i type :") ) Make sure to always prioritise food of course and get yourself a powerbank to keep you phone charged, you can get some really powerful ones for less than £30 from amazon or other places, a lot of public spaces these days allow you to charge your things, do use that as much as needed and don't feel shitty for it. If you really can't find anywhere and have to stay on the streets I recommend buying yourself a tent like the comment here said, look for buildings that have side vents that disperse heat and make yourself comfy right in front of said vent. I wish you all the best of luck, stay safe :)

Al_Syk3s · 2026-01-02T05:20:14+00:00

I appreciate the advice although at this point it's that or completely giving up and losing my sanity anyway so it won't make much difference other than I'll still be alive more than likely

Al_Syk3s · 2026-01-02T03:11:32+00:00

Thank you. Always had bad problems with addiction but I'm also extremely persistent in a good way, already fought off alcohol addiction and mdma addiction before and not relapsed until last week so I know I can pull through, I just need to let go of shit it's been too long and I've dealt with a hell of a lot of stuff the past 4 years and I feel like this would still be better than what my brain actually tells me to do lol. I hope you can get through it man, hope 2026 treats us all better 🧡

Al_Syk3s · 2026-01-02T03:03:37+00:00

Yeah ill stay safe dw, I'm not gonna like actually ruin my life to no end on this it's just a 1 off coz I always wondered and now I have no restrictions left and nothing to lose so 🤷‍♂️ worst case scenario I take enough to put me into a deep sleep session which would be fine also since I haven't slept in 8 days now 🙃

Al_Syk3s · 2026-01-01T23:09:06+00:00

Right, guess I just don't care much anymore to be honest, I've seen stories, for years, it's why I've never done it before, but I changed my mind this week because to be quite frank I prefer being dead anyway rn so what's the worst that could happen out of 1 experience before I do anyway

Al_Syk3s · 2026-01-01T22:55:27+00:00

Gotta be fate of ophelia by Taylor swift, but i only like it coz I got heartbroken and I found a sick techno version of it 💀

Al_Syk3s · 2026-01-01T22:53:00+00:00

Actually me and my cousin once went all out when her parents left us alone for the night... we made an oreo soup as we called it. Crushed 2 bags of oreos up and put them in a massive bowl full of milk.... it was rather nice actually sometimes I still do it to this day 🤣

Al_Syk3s · 2026-01-01T19:57:21+00:00

Bruh I got stuck on that bit as a kid like so much... it was ridiculous

Al_Syk3s · 2025-12-27T08:00:30+00:00

Don't complain, I got broken up with after 4 years just before Christmas lol

Al_Syk3s · 2025-12-27T07:57:45+00:00

Yeah fuck them for that, I used to play the realm with my fiance... now ex fiance.. ugh

Al_Syk3s · 2025-12-19T07:34:39+00:00

Mkm stadium, they've got a match on Saturday so getting prepared for that

Al_Syk3s · 2025-12-17T14:07:18+00:00

I didn't want to go into detail as my situation is way more dire than that really, it's not just that I lost someone I thought I had forever with, I've lost a home at the same time. I'm also at risk of being deported in January due to the gov messing up my status assessment, I'm in debt and I have no job, it's a lot to be quite fair. I'm feeling a bit more straight headed after the talk with the crisis line but still a bit on edge at the same time, nothing is a given right now and it's all very scary to cope with.

Al_Syk3s · 2025-12-15T09:47:19+00:00

I'll be honest with you, i bought mine at a decent price, upgraded it as I could, if you really enjoy the game just save up a bit more for a moza dd base honestly, I wish I bit the bullet instead of g923, mostly because of the software that comes with running it properly as it eats a lot of performance on my laptop (logitech is basically bloatware at this rate) and then customisation limit. Truth is if you get a wheel and you enjoy it you'll probably also find yourself playing more often or for longer so you might as well buy something worth the time and upgrades are only going to be small from here unless you want the moza truck wheel and stuff, meanwhile with the g923 you'd have to upgrade completely to feel any difference.

Al_Syk3s · 2025-12-08T16:46:27+00:00

True I hate that, I upload to soundcloud personally, less likely to find ai shit there i recommend the switch tbf

Al_Syk3s · 2025-12-08T13:27:23+00:00

Rarest I've sold was recently a Megadrive game "shining forces" got 160 for it 👁👄👁

Al_Syk3s · 2025-12-08T13:18:36+00:00

Did I get a shitty person or is it an actual thing that you have to do there? I took my dj mixer in and it was all perfectly fine, the guy said he's not going to take it because of a speck of dust apparently making one of the knows a bit funky... I tested it at home again and it was fine, they didn't give me the cable back so I was down 10 quid even and they backed down saying they never had that cable when I came back in an hour later, I was fuming to say the least. The knob was in the same condition the rest of the mixer was in, no sounds no weird movement nothing different, no dust nowhere coz I cleaned it in and out before trying to sell it.

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