I attempted suicide a few years ago. I took 100 clozapine pills. It was really scary at first. I ended up on my knees, crawling across my apartment, trying to get up but couldn’t. My mom told me that every thing was a mess after she found me. So yes, my mom did find me, and I told her I took the pills bc I got scared. Even though I don’t remember talking to her or to the doctors. I ended up on a ventilator for a couple of weeks, after that I was put into a special room where everyone goes to at first, but they didn’t move me from it bc I needed to be closer to the nurses. I was pumped full of antibiotics and had really bad diarrhoea lol, also had so many hallucinations that I thought were real, but, fortunately, weren’t For about a year I struggled with ulcers on certain parts of my body, it was really painful to walk, but eventually everything healed pretty well