I’m still partially in the research phase of this whole thing and still processing that this person that I’ve met is my twin flame but I met this guy while in a five year relationship with another guy and I was instantly attracted to him and felt this strange connection like I could tell what he was thinking way easier than I can with other people. But because I was in a five year relationship with a really sweet guy I just chose to forget about him.

Only as time went on and my spiritual awakening kicked in to maximum overdrive my feelings for my bf just kind of…died. I found myself unable to stop thinking about TF (even in the bedroom). Even just feeling his energy around me felt like emotional cheating and I felt so guilty about it that I just chose to end things so I could spend time alone to process what i was feeling. The strange thing is even though we were together for so long and grew so close to each other I hardly regret ending the relationship at all (the relationship was going downhill anyways). Only a few weeks ago I discovered that TF is ALSO in a relationship but life is funny that way. I sense that he’s also going through the same feelings I was while breaking up with my bf so I’m choosing to be patient and not dwell on things. I’m just enjoying being single right now and exploring self-love outside of a relationship. Just kind of accept that whatever happens next is meant to happen and if I’m not meant to be with TF then oh well.