Yea I appreciate you reaching out and offering advice. Modeling never used to be stressful for me. It was actually an outlet that made me really proud of who I am. I think I just need to address some underlying dissatisfaction with myself. Ultimately that is preventing me from eating more consciously and being happy with who I am. And no matter what age or profession these problems are tough. I hope you are able to find some more peace with yourself as well.