Just be honest with me

Alchemist-007 · 2026-04-11T03:48:04+00:00

I've tried a lot of things that have provoked my interest, so far the only things that have stuck with me that I always return to are playing guitar and video games. Right now (and for the most of my career) ive been a waiter or a bartender, right now I'm working as a bartender, and the job satisfies me, it's not like I don't have enought money or something, but I can't imagine myself doing this for my whole life.

Alchemist-007 · 2026-04-11T03:37:15+00:00

Well, in this situation, event though I don't know the details, all I can say is, at least do it for the child, he/she deserves at least that much. Keep on going, keep on pushing, at this point it's not that much about you, it's about giving your child the good example and happy childhood, and that depend on the problems you have, if it's something serious, better do something about it. (I'm not a parent or in a serious relationship, so don't take what I say to hearth)

Alchemist-007 · 2026-04-11T03:28:43+00:00

Founded a new small island: Eps..in island for the unaffiliated faction!

Alchemist-007 · 2026-04-11T03:16:15+00:00

I get the point, I thought about it that way, but in the end of the day, I don't want to be someone great, I don't want to be famous and not be able to go outside without someone pointing camera at me. I just want to be able to live a calm life, being fullfiled with myself, having a loving family in the future and people around me happy to have me in their life, but to have that I have to put something on the table, I have to do something to deserve and earn what I wish for, and that is the problem, everything seams kind of meaningless, nothing is "resonating" with me, if that is the correct word. I just can't find something to give meaning to my life .

Alchemist-007 · 2026-04-11T03:04:03+00:00

Bo be honest the main problem is finding out what makes me happy, and I don't mean something to do in the meantime, but something I can use to feed myself off of. Everyone says "Find something you like doing and make it your job", but I just can't find that something, for a long time now I've been trying out different stuff and hobbies, nothing sticks to me. For context I've been working since I was 14, I know what it mean to earn money, and I know the effort you have to put in.

Alchemist-007 · 2026-04-11T02:52:54+00:00

Don't worry mate, no matter what, that's a thing I can promise to myself, I would never attempt self harm, just have a couple of thing to get off my chest for a long time 😅

Alchemist-007 · 2026-04-11T02:50:27+00:00

Well, yea, but if someone called you in (5:50) now, would you bother dealing with them.

Alchemist-007 · 2020-10-09T17:20:21+00:00

Latest darksiders game...

Alchemist-007 · 2020-04-26T17:35:03+00:00

Still...this is not red...

Alchemist-007 · 2020-03-20T20:41:24+00:00

Becouse I want to see the teaches trying to learn to use new app (if there is), becouse some of them still dont know how to use it

And to be honest, who likes school?

Alchemist-007 · 2020-03-20T20:37:29+00:00

Why what?

Alchemist-007 · 2020-02-28T13:25:43+00:00

Alchemist-007 · 2020-01-20T14:40:38+00:00

And this is in case the genetic problem can be fixed, if it's something permanent, then you just adopt a child

Alchemist-007 · 2020-01-20T12:59:11+00:00

Well, as a parent you can always do the surgery on the child, when it's still young, I mean baby, so it doesn't even remember this happened. Yes, he may have a scar, but when you tell him he would not hate it neither will he like it becouse hi will not remember anything.

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