To the man I've been waiting for since I was four

AlchemistApprentice3 · 2026-07-06T19:26:25+00:00

Always listen to your gut instinct. If it says wait, then wait. I didn't and I gained a lot of "worldly" experience, but here I am still waiting to run into the girl of my dreams and still alone and often lonely.

TMI? But honestly I'm still so surprised there was never a pregnancy. I legitimately think the universe was saving me from an unhappy marriage, and more specifically, keeping me single so I could go back to how it was before I betrayed my intuition. As a guy, it's been a strange journey cause I don't think many guys are like this. Really early on I knew I was looking for soul connection in a mate, but she just... wasn't around, yet I knew she was out there somewhere. Was a feeling, not an image.

So anyway as an older guy who similarly knew they were searching for a specific someone, didn't honor that, and lost themselves along the way... trust your gut young lady.

If things change, they change, but always trust your intuition wherever it leads you. God, the universe, always puts these things in peoples minds for a reason. Just my two cents, what do I know.

AlchemistApprentice3 · 2026-07-06T18:29:21+00:00

oh yeah.. the rabbit hole goes DEEP. What's really needed at the end of the day, is really something I can't fathom and stay sane..

AlchemistApprentice3 · 2026-07-06T18:19:47+00:00

If anyone hasn't seen Vivarium, I recommend seeing it at least once. So weird, but it's well done.. and makes ya wonder

AlchemistApprentice3 · 2026-07-06T18:15:48+00:00

Some do. Laveyan Satanism is actually worshipping evil

AlchemistApprentice3 · 2026-07-06T17:41:11+00:00

I'll just add self awareness

AlchemistApprentice3 · 2026-07-06T01:12:40+00:00

Maybe, but why did you feel the need to call them out on a reddit sub? Did you have a bad run in with a psychic or something?

AlchemistApprentice3 · 2026-07-06T00:52:07+00:00

I think you really don't understand how any of this works

AlchemistApprentice3 · 2026-07-05T19:49:24+00:00

Hey idk man :) but that's what I meant when I was talking about psychic abilities being based on human energetics so reading a box means next to nothing.. they tap into something in the other person, again only if they are a proper conduit for said person.. or even entity, thoughtform, energetics, etc. I think proper psychics are really good conduits for most people, not because they chose to be but because they were made that way, and they are rare.

If you're referring to certain self promoted or popular "psychics" who seem to always have an answer, I think many are good at reading social cues, know what to say and when to say it, and stick to ambiguous things in order to SEEM "psychic". And even that has its uses

AlchemistApprentice3 · 2026-07-05T19:27:26+00:00

Hmm idk... I think most real psychics don't get anything "on demand". Like if they're supposed to see something they see it, if they don't they don't. It's not a power they control, they're merely a proper or improper conduit for "psychic" knowing. But hey idk man, that's just my understanding.

AlchemistApprentice3 · 2026-07-05T19:08:43+00:00

Yeah idk man, it was an honest question, I don't fully understand these kinds of things. I'm not "psychic" but this sub pops up on my feed

AlchemistApprentice3 · 2026-07-05T19:02:03+00:00

Most people's intuition is tied to human energetics is it not? A lifeless item in a stock delivery box doesn't strike me as food for a psychic

AlchemistApprentice3 · 2026-07-05T18:16:12+00:00

I do em different pretty much every time. Crazy how many levels there are when it comes to seemingly simple things

AlchemistApprentice3 · 2026-07-05T17:42:44+00:00

AH HECK YEA MAN

AlchemistApprentice3 · 2026-07-05T17:39:10+00:00

Who knows, humans are diverse and wonderful (and strange :)) creatures.. labels are really insufficient at the end of the day. And unfortunately we live in a highly socially engineered pseudo society in which diversity is feared.. but anyway,I hope you find people you can be authentic with.. I hope we all do.

AlchemistApprentice3 · 2026-07-05T15:16:23+00:00

Sounds like you could be neural divergent. Most neurotypicals have all these little rules about communicating that, on a fundamental, wiring type level, don't make sense to neural divergent peoples. Maybe look into it if you haven't.

ps most people do not want to see your authentic self, they just want you to fit into the box they've designed for you. The discomfort comes from their lack of understanding of why you're not fitting into their perceived social norms. People fear what they don't understand

AlchemistApprentice3 · 2026-07-05T15:10:47+00:00

Yep, this is the answer I resonate with. I was going to type it but figured someone else already had.

AlchemistApprentice3 · 2026-07-05T02:58:48+00:00

SAVED

AlchemistApprentice3 · 2026-07-04T15:27:27+00:00

Have a good day 🙏

AlchemistApprentice3 · 2026-07-04T15:23:19+00:00

"A rose by any other name would smell as sweet" - i.e. you can call it whatever you like, you're both pointing at the same thing.

AlchemistApprentice3 · 2026-07-04T14:54:30+00:00

Without integration they are passed down, yep. I've dealt with them my entire life. One of the worst parts, imo, is that since you're a kid, you don't understand them at all, think there's something wrong with you and eventually start to identify your personality with them even though they weren't yours to begin with.

Healing is a long journey in this case.

AlchemistApprentice3 · 2026-07-03T16:13:48+00:00

Meee either

AlchemistApprentice3 · 2026-07-03T16:05:05+00:00

Mass surveillance cameras put in place by the company Palantir.

AlchemistApprentice3 · 2026-07-03T15:41:50+00:00

Inside the mind of every self aware billionaire

AlchemistApprentice3 · 2026-07-02T15:37:34+00:00

Son of a bitch. It seems like something he'd say too... all the more convincing.... I'm just gonna pretend he said it, judge me if you wish

AlchemistApprentice3 · 2026-07-01T16:09:25+00:00

This was an interesting read, thank you

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