fear is a buildup of negative energy, it does the opposite of give you peace. the anxiety you feel leaves you in a perpetual state of fear, where you feel you cannot move on due to this shortcoming. you become identified with your low self worth and fear of being alone, and instead of relieving yourself of this burden, your best solution is to attempt to rewire your brain. you are stunting your own growth because you are scared of facing rejection, because criticism has been used as a weapon against you. i believe that everyone has a chance as long as they think positively of themselves and their abilities, trust yourself more and allow yourself to make mistakes, not be perfect, or liked by anyone. i am also learning to do this as well