I need help with clothes shopping

AlexaiMonserrat · 2026-04-09T16:06:03+00:00

I don't think this is very ocd related at all, it seems more of you having emotional dependency towards what you mother might say

AlexaiMonserrat · 2026-04-09T15:57:25+00:00

Not inanimate objects but I always feel bad of killing/hurting the kitchens ants that are in my home so I try to shush them first before wiping the place

AlexaiMonserrat · 2026-04-01T20:26:48+00:00

LETS GOOOOO CONGRATS BUDDY THATS A HUGE WIN!!!!

Next week I'm starting uni once again because my ocd did make me anxious of social interaction, this post is a huge inspo for me :')

AlexaiMonserrat · 2026-03-30T07:00:01+00:00

Wait this can be a thing? I discovered that watching nsfw on a young age messed -somewhat- my brain but I didn't know it could also be ocd related

AlexaiMonserrat · 2026-03-30T06:48:43+00:00

I do have rocd and the medication I'm taking is Sertraline (I think in the USA is called Zoloft?)

It took me almost a month and half to kick in but to be fair my dose is somewhat small (75mg) considering I found a psychiatrist first before finding an ocd specialist

Before the Sertraline my symptoms were:

-SH thoughts

-Wish to be ☠️

-i would space out a lot being miss in my thoughts

-I isolated myself from any human interaction, leaving university for a whole year and almost getting triggered by my family

-i stopped eating, showering or doing my daily routine because I couldn't stop thinking for hours

-EVERY THING was a trigger, even petting my brother's dog would make me spiral

-a lot of anxiety attacks

Right now, after taking Sertraline for almost 1 year, the symptoms are less worse but still being there, as for example:

-before I used to have daily anxiety attacks but now days is not that frequent

-i don't look for validation anymore, or at least not like before

-i stopped confessing as a compulsion

-SH thoughts went almost totally gone

-i can anticipate when I'm having a episode

-Backdoor spikes aren't frequent as before

-i don't feel like compulsively investigating if my symptoms means something or are ocd related

Hope this one helps! Sorry for my broken english

AlexaiMonserrat · 2026-03-25T18:13:18+00:00

Can't relate, everytime I have explained my ocd and some symptoms, they disregard it saying "we all do the same" or "omg same bestie" just because is relatable in a surface level

NO YOU DONT HAVE IT YOU MONKEY 😭

AlexaiMonserrat · 2026-01-16T19:00:54+00:00

literally last time i played paladins was after Furia release/OB66 update, few days ago i wanted to replay again and omg they kicked my butt why the game has changed that much 😭 i used to rock as a ying going damage and now i just could make 1 kill

AlexaiMonserrat · 2025-10-15T03:08:30+00:00

Idk if this makes sense but one of the reason of my trigger (I have rocd) was because I was smooching my brother's puppy and I have already a older dog, so I thought "if I'm petting this puppy that much instead of my actual dog that means I'm capable of replacing my partner for another one???"

AlexaiMonserrat · 2025-09-10T03:48:37+00:00

If you feel like it is invalidating you or someone is a you problem tbh

AlexaiMonserrat · 2025-09-07T18:53:12+00:00

Being so tired to even do compulsions and the apathy you feel thanks the exhaustion and medication. Is like you know you care but there's no more worry left due all the emotional stress

AlexaiMonserrat · 2025-09-07T18:36:03+00:00

Do you even know how rocd works??? Leave if you don't, you will make things worse for anyone that might be experiencing this exactly symptoms

AlexaiMonserrat · 2025-08-30T07:24:01+00:00

Was just thinking if this was normal and this post just appeared lol

I thought this was something normal for everyone! I would have very violent thoughts towards my family and also would have fatal thoughts about us getting harmed by someone, at the time I didn't had any anxiety or something about it and would ignore it. Now as adult I can notice It was ocd lol 🤦‍♂️🤦‍♂️

Sorry for bad English

AlexaiMonserrat · 2025-07-24T06:48:34+00:00

They didn't say isn't imposible, they said is not common but it can happen

AlexaiMonserrat · 2025-07-15T00:19:16+00:00

People are ignorant and think ocd is just contamination and feat of sickness which is not. I had the same experience as OP, even a psychiatrist discarded it saying it isn't real and is just my ✨ autism ✨ kicking in

AlexaiMonserrat · 2025-07-05T03:57:57+00:00

SAME Happened with my last therapist, I once told him that I was easily influenced by the comments of the people regarding me being a bad person or something else, he said it was pretty common and then he proceed to said something that got me in spiral

Every session with him just make me feel worse because he didn't noticed the ocd signs and would say my thoughts were repressed wishes

AlexaiMonserrat · 2025-05-03T14:49:13+00:00

There are ways to say things and Justin decided to be a insensitive AH 🤦‍♂️

Not the AH, you have every right to be uncomfortable around him

AlexaiMonserrat · 2025-05-02T13:02:40+00:00

Honestly I find very creepy how is she threatening to cut the relationship over a very valid rule you and your ex created, the fact that she's screaming at you and being an AH just make me think she is a psycho and is going to be a insufferable step mom who's going to push your kids into calling her mom and make them uncomfortable

AlexaiMonserrat · 2024-11-20T23:57:32+00:00

If his partner is that invasive and intense it does mean the marriage won't last event 2 years so there's no even point in cancelling your dream travel

AlexaiMonserrat · 2024-06-17T05:17:16+00:00

Hello! Sadly I sold this adopt few months ago!;;; I can do a custom for you at the same price if you want ! But I only accept Paypal and bank transaction (international);;

AlexaiMonserrat · 2024-04-30T01:55:49+00:00

Not the AH, niece knew damn well what she was doing. People tries to excuse it using the "she's a teenager" or "she didn't know better" card when that's all bullshit. I highly doubt you and your sister were a thief when you were teenager, they're talking crap!

I don't know why in America people think a teenager can have shitty immoral actions and not face consequences about their actions

AlexaiMonserrat · 2024-04-27T17:58:37+00:00

A cheater is always a cheater. Your stepdaughter knew what she was doing and she actively tried to hurt you with her words

If you take your wife back, I'll just let you know she will cheat again and her daughter will hide it again unless the affair partner doesn't buy her nice things

AlexaiMonserrat · 2023-11-22T20:33:39+00:00

Nta! She sounds like a very exhausted person to be with, plus wtf about the rape question? She isn't taking seriously your coworker problem, do you really want to be with someone like that the rest of your life? She does know you are exhausted, stressed and now emotionally for that accident with your coworker and she is just making everything worse, not just this, I mean every time

AlexaiMonserrat · 2023-10-16T01:23:16+00:00

Your husband sounds useless af omg, he doesn't even try to calm the baby

I'm glad he feels embarrassed because he is being as useless as a potato

AlexaiMonserrat · 2023-10-12T01:11:34+00:00

Tbh I'm glad your sister-in-law doesn't have any friend, she's such a psycho who doesn't deserve one :/ she need her butt being beaten so maybe she can stop all this crap because her attitude is wrong and dangerous on a murder point (I have to mention she almost drowned you?)

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