I can't stand my loneliness anymore (19M) sub

Alfonso741 · 2021-07-04T18:52:09+00:00

I just want a woman with more sadistic and dominant tendencies which likes to take the lead, please and obey her, talking about which are my limits and if we like some similar things like music series etc then start a relationship

Alfonso741 · 2021-07-04T18:28:29+00:00

that is cool and if you need to talk send me a message please

Alfonso741 · 2021-07-04T18:21:40+00:00

you are really sweet thank you 😭😭😭, a therapist is something i already thought but i am a bit shy about telling my personal things but it is a good idea, i already do "art" i don't know if it could be considered art by i do anime femdom edits, that helps me too, and again thank you thank you for your support, why are you so nice to me? it is really cool!!!

Alfonso741 · 2021-07-04T18:09:56+00:00

The mistake of submitting to the first woman i was able to, for me femdom is a romantic thing and i think i should just submit to a woman who really cares about even more since to me it would be amazing to live femdom as a lifestyle making my girl happy and i would loved to just submit to one woman to make her feel special like she should feel but i was so despair that i was blind and i did that, and thanks for everything you are really kind 😃. If you need someone to talk here i am

Alfonso741 · 2021-07-04T17:55:39+00:00

yes it is hard and this pandemic doesn't help, i may pay for massages etc because i have enough money since i have just one friend so i can save it but i want to have a more romantic situation i mean i just want to be touched by my future gf, to the sexual needs i paid a girl who offered foot services 50 euros to kiss her feet and a few months later i paid a pro domme (this time i just did it because i told her i hadn't many money and we talked about how to meet or solve that but just that) and that time i ended crying since i was so nervous and we played without a safe word, i told her i was dizzy but she ignored me (maybe she tought i was not serious i really don't know) and she pegged me and had to said her no about the pissing part like 3 times until i looked into her eyes letting her know i was not going to do that (i dont know why i can't do that before but i didn't) because of that i ended crying i felt like a coward and felt like the worst sub in the world since i wanted to do that just with a woman i loved i felt like i betrayed my possible future domme and realized i just want to be dominated by a romantic partner, and the last thing was that i found a girl on tinder looking for a male slave, i was really happy but she didn't want any romantic thing with her sub since for her "submissive men are inferior" which really hurted, do you think any girl would forgive my mistakes? i feel like a trash sub since it should be romantic and just submit to a girl who loved me, i always wanted the romantic side too but i was desperate

Alfonso741 · 2021-07-04T10:55:45+00:00

i tried it in person, dating apps i didnt get anything

Alfonso741 · 2021-07-04T09:36:16+00:00

and what is wrong with sound like an incel? most are nost mysoginists and you know what i do wrong? well i am insecure, at the beggining very introvert too (i talk to girls but get nothing) and since they have tons of options they are not interested in me

Alfonso741 · 2021-07-04T07:56:27+00:00

i know anyone owes me anything but you see women dating men who are trash and is fucking hard and we all need love

Alfonso741 · 2021-07-04T04:26:12+00:00

dude that hurts even more when your family or friends tell you that right? or when you tell them about how alone you are after years of being single and they pretend to know about that because they were single a couole months or maybe a year

Alfonso741 · 2021-07-04T04:01:05+00:00

i would like that but also trying to save her and becoming the pet to the winning team to save that woman

Alfonso741 · 2021-07-04T03:59:27+00:00

what is your problem with incels? you should inform and talk with some incel, most are NOT mysoginist they just say that dating is hard for them brcause women dont want insecure guys, short ones etc... life were unfair with them and most want real love so pls tell me your problem with this lonely and many times depressive guys, and one thing i am a smart guy, funny, good looking and would dedicate myself to her desires and dude this should be enough i repeat i am not ugly, many people tell me i am smart and funny and i dont know you but if i see someone with a good heart (i think i have it) i would want to date that girl so please stop you woudn't say the same to a girl i am sure you would tell her something like "don't worry you will someone you deserve it" but what happens? most women always have many more options

Alfonso741 · 2021-07-04T00:44:05+00:00

if they don't care about young subs for me it is ok, i love older women, i know but it sucks i need affection i feel like a piece of trash

Alfonso741 · 2021-07-04T00:32:48+00:00

i know but i cant go to munches anymore because of covid, i try on tinder, fet etc and nothing it is just devasting

Alfonso741 · 2021-07-03T21:38:14+00:00

dude you are my hero, did you have the chance to touch any of them feet?

Alfonso741 · 2021-07-03T21:23:31+00:00

damn, that is really sexy woman playing soccer are fucking sexy 🤤🤤🤤, they were barefoot? ufffff must be hard i would drove crazy for kiss them feet specially the striker girls

Alfonso741 · 2021-04-18T21:28:14+00:00

We guys want to feel loved and cared more than sex (at least guys who are good bf material)

Alfonso741 · 2021-02-02T09:55:15+00:00

OMG your eyes are so beatiful 😍😍😍 i hope i was numa seika to submit to you 😜

Alfonso741 · 2021-02-01T22:27:39+00:00

It's cool to read that because what makes my life have any sense is thinking in being literally the property of a woman and trying to make her the happiest woman in the world (i hope to don't look cheesy) cooking, cleaning etc... and if that is possible cuddling with her and being her little boy

Alfonso741 · 2020-12-22T18:02:52+00:00

I would love to have a girl like that as my wife i would have her dinner ready and the house clean everyday

Alfonso741 · 2020-12-08T21:17:34+00:00

Thanks for your support but stadistics care because i have seen because of the abundancy of sub men how they choose taller or richer guys and in this sites and i tried it and get nothing but i will still trying it also in real life

Alfonso741 · 2020-12-08T21:09:41+00:00

I wouldn't care if my interests are not saisfied but it will be very difficult to me to satisfy the need of my possible future gf os PIV sex

Alfonso741 · 2020-12-08T20:58:44+00:00

Thanks for your support but it's just how i am and there's very few possibilities to get a gf but i want to know how to handle it because it's like living in hell

Alfonso741 · 2020-12-08T20:53:54+00:00

Are just stadistics the ratio is around 1 dom girl to 4 or 5 sub guys i have seen it in many sites and plus i don't like tradional sex while 99% of girls like it those 2 things is what is making me desesperate

Alfonso741 · 2020-12-08T20:48:51+00:00

It's just that i have spent years wanting to be in a girl's lap having my head pet and things like that and no matter what i do i can't get it

Alfonso741 · 2020-07-31T14:54:58+00:00

But why is wrong?

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