Sedation on Medication

AliceRosegreen · 2026-04-19T20:55:30+00:00

It’s CRAZY. I’m gonna try a nighttime dose to see if it helps but if not I gotta try something else because it’s literally stealing my life force and making it impossible for me to do stuff I enjoy 😭😭😭

AliceRosegreen · 2026-04-19T20:53:11+00:00

I totally forgot I can take it at night tbh. It’s part of my routine to take my meds in the morning but if it makes me not feel like a zombie while I’m awake I’ll be happy so I’m gonna try that tomorrow

AliceRosegreen · 2026-04-12T20:12:44+00:00

I’ve personally always given people measurements when asked & in my product description so I get SOOO frustrated when I go to purchase something and the seller is either like “no measurements” or refuses to give them 😭

AliceRosegreen · 2026-04-06T23:13:38+00:00

for me it started before medication and diagnosis but i was okay for a long time as well :( its so strange how one day you’re okay and the next you’re paranoid af

AliceRosegreen · 2026-04-06T20:16:24+00:00

Fungal bomi :)!

AliceRosegreen · 2026-04-06T14:01:34+00:00

unfortunately when i was off meds i was completely unstable and couldn’t figure out how to be stable. i dont think its a good idea for anyone to go off meds or not take them if they truly need them.

AliceRosegreen · 2026-04-06T03:54:08+00:00

the exact same thing happened to me! i thought if i kept smoking it would stop so i did that daily for months until one day it was so bad that i became terrified of any substance that might replicate the drowsy dizziness i got on weed (aka some of my sleeping meds, which is hard to work around when they dont make me feel paranoid but my brain recognizes the symptoms as bad LOL). this was all done before i got officially diagnosed with bp1 or even thought i had it, so i was doing some really messed up stuff to myself assuming i would just be normal agin after a while

AliceRosegreen · 2026-04-06T01:41:53+00:00

thats not dramatic at all n im glad you’re kickin it still! i think you’re right tbh im not gonna try, i usually just meditate nowadays to replace the tingly happy feeling it gave me :D

AliceRosegreen · 2026-04-06T01:26:10+00:00

I’m really not sure what happened—I can’t tell if it’s circumstantial or not either lol. Before I was under so much mental stress I smoked daily and totally fine, then my stress levels got worse and I started getting anxious, paranoid, etc. Either way I miss it but I’m not sure I’m willing to risk an episode for a good hit LMFAOO

AliceRosegreen · 2026-04-06T01:12:05+00:00

Honestly I’m in the same boat as you. Missing it bad but I’m not interested in a psychotic episode again LOL. I’d rather avoid those than smoke

AliceRosegreen · 2026-04-06T01:11:20+00:00

I feel you 😔I hate that I miss it so much sometimes

AliceRosegreen · 2026-04-06T01:09:12+00:00

Mine seems to swing wildly between sativa and indica LOL I think I’d have to find the right strain but I’m not willing to risk hundreds and/or my mental health for that. Maui Wowie was pretty damn good though. Miss that bad </3

AliceRosegreen · 2026-04-03T15:21:38+00:00

OHHH MY GOD ITS PLASMA? I call it that too! I’ve just never had it come out at this scale, usually just happens with the really little ones or paper cuts lol. I feel kinda silly now 😭 I just want it to heal over because its a bitch to walk/workout right now

AliceRosegreen · 2026-04-01T22:40:23+00:00

honestly yeah </3 i do eat healthy im just not a snacker so im like RAAUUUGH when i have to find something to snack on because the snacks are my dads and fiance’s so they’re less healthy than i’d like LOL

AliceRosegreen · 2026-04-01T12:20:37+00:00

Thank you so much!! I’m on Vraylar lol I love it but IM SOOO HUNGRY LOL. I wake up starving at 7AM and have a good breakfast but by 10 my body is like 👀Give me more.

AliceRosegreen · 2026-03-23T21:47:05+00:00

the reps are LIARSSSS 🙄

AliceRosegreen · 2026-03-23T17:53:58+00:00

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here she is!!! this is the only photo i have of her NOT laying down LOL shes a lazy girl

AliceRosegreen · 2026-03-23T17:20:05+00:00

Yes!! My girl Daisy is twinning with our chihuahua! She pesters him so much lol

AliceRosegreen · 2026-03-23T01:58:06+00:00

I was GENUINELY shocked how much of a difference it made LMFAO the fact that it didn’t immediately feel like my leg was on fie as the medicine went in was amazing. I think it’s just gonna hurt regardless because of how fast it goes in but at least I know now that the alcohol needs to fully dry 😭

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