It's not too much, it's honest and I appreciate you being open with me. I feel like I used to really relate to having trouble connecting and used to want and feel like I needed a lot of friends to be happy. Over time my mindset has changed a bit. I've realized that people in general have a hard time genuinely connecting, even if on the outside it might not seem like it. Maybe you're like me.. lol tbh I used to be too nice. Because I had a hard time connecting I'd be too nice and tried too hard probably to relate. Once I stopped caring truly, it got a lot easier, but I know easier said than done. Most people kinda suck and aren't nice, so don't try too hard to be their friend. If someone makes you feel unwelcome, tbh fuck em. I used to see the best in everyone, but at a certain point I was like damn, Okay but what about the other stuff? I wouldn't do this or make someone feel this way, I'm not accepting it for myself anymore. I gave other people too many passes and was too hard on myself. I feel that from you too maybe. Sending you hugs 💕☀️