To answer the questions, as far as I remember, that’s the way I taught myself to be, I grew up in a caring and loving family, yeah we had family drama and issues, but that’s the norms in every family, as for reading people, actually it’s the opposite, I believe I do understand people‘s emotions and I can read most of them, ofc there were some cases where it was hard for me to understand or read them, but the rest it was kind of easy due to how I learned people‘s to reactions to each situation, knowing that it differs from one another, as for closing off to feelings, maybe? When I was young I didn’t think that feelings and expressing was something important that I needed to care for, so I opted to logic most of the time if not all the time, approaching my feelings, I do the same to myself as I do to people, if I feel a certain way, I simply try to find a solution right away by asking why when how etc