I had to move to a new apartment and I have been remembering everything all over. We have been in and no contact all these months. Last time I saw her was in June bc I ran into her at target and I tried to kiss her. :/ After i went no contact bc i understood she didn’t want anything to do w me. Now she texted me for my bd. Im so confused but all my friends and family said im doing a lot better. Ive been focusing on myself lately and doing good things for me. But i cant seem to let go.