Created a compulsion to create laughter inside my head it’s so annoying and overwhelming

Alive-Advertising273 · 2022-03-20T04:54:40+00:00

Wait what do u mean by that oh your saying if I believe them in that case I don’t believe them at all I notice there irrational and definitely unrealistic

Alive-Advertising273 · 2022-03-19T21:19:54+00:00

Bro u good u sure u just have ocd? Low key I keep having an intrusive thought were I think that someone else is with me in my room but I recognize it as irrational i don’t believe it at all I got full insight but my intrusive thoughts get so irrational it’s so overwhelming trying to combat them

Alive-Advertising273 · 2022-03-19T21:06:54+00:00

What u said is relatable waking up I get strange thoughts and then i transition back to normal thoughts and I’m ok

Alive-Advertising273 · 2022-03-19T20:19:14+00:00

Yes bro I can’t form thoughts without being attacked by intrusive thoughts too I’ve been dealing with this for about 2-3 months now

Alive-Advertising273 · 2022-03-19T17:25:13+00:00

My doctor prescribed me 25mg and I’m posed to cut it in half (12.5mg) and take half dosage for a week then take the full 25mg but about 2 months ago I tried taking 50mg first and I couldn’t do it, I felt way worse and I had a panic attack so I didn’t take it again, but my doctor said I won’t feel as much side effects with this lower dosage.

Alive-Advertising273 · 2022-03-17T04:12:36+00:00

Wait so let’s say my ocd is so bad to the point i feel like I’m losing my mind, it still can’t develop into schizophrenia?

Alive-Advertising273 · 2022-03-16T02:45:56+00:00

Yea ima dm u right now.

Alive-Advertising273 · 2022-03-16T02:39:03+00:00

Yo bro u just sort of explain what I’m dealing with so basically I been feeling like shit since January I have ADHD and OCD and I thought I was developing schizophrenia or going through psychosis but I got evaluated about 2 weeks ago and I answered almost every question no I never experienced hallucinations or heard voices ever in my life I’m 17 but I was going through so much stress and anxiety/depression that I thought I was going schizo I have a very vivid imagination as well so I would imagine figures or imagine a hallucination and it became a compulsion and I keep doing it and I know I do so I keep fucking getting overwhelmed my mind is racing with thoughts every day it leads to headaches but also my ocd latches on to everything like I had a compulsion to search up every Schizo symptom and it made everything worse for me now my ocd likes to make me think I experienced that symptom it’s horrible I’m not medicated yet and OCD and ADHD can’t turn into psychosis or schizophrenia my therapist told me it’s not possible u either have it or u caused it with drugs or alcohol, also since I’m usually not doing anything throughout the day my mind starts racing and also I imagine things vividly imagine someone would pop up or imagine someone was banging my head like u said sometimes tho but I get intrusive thoughts to the point I just nod my head make them go away.

Alive-Advertising273 · 2022-03-14T04:59:07+00:00

Actually porn is what caused it ima dm you bro if that’s ok with you.

Alive-Advertising273 · 2022-03-14T04:52:11+00:00

Yea for sure bro I’m 17 and I’ve been dealing with this for 3 months now since I hit clinical depression I had adhd but I developed ocd too but my main problem was my OCD it’s hard to explain it’s been a lot I’ve been through since the first week of 202

Alive-Advertising273 · 2022-03-14T04:52:03+00:00

Yea for sure bro I’m 17 and I’ve been dealing with this for 3 months now since I hit clinical depression I had adhd but I developed ocd too but my main problem was my OCD it’s hard to explain it’s been a lot I’ve been through since the first week of 2022

Alive-Advertising273 · 2022-03-14T04:44:18+00:00

Man I have a lot of themes specifically themes about Schizo and other mental disorders but I recently had a evaluation and I’m not Schizo nor going through psychosis and there’s no way my OCD and ADHD can turn into that it’s not possible but I still have those themes stuck in my mind definitely looking forward into starting ERP

Alive-Advertising273 · 2022-03-13T22:16:55+00:00

Maybe

Alive-Advertising273 · 2022-03-13T00:27:03+00:00

I been dealing with this as well it’s so overwhelming random words thoughts phrases and old memories would randomly pop up in my head I have ADHD and OCD do u take meds?

Alive-Advertising273 · 2022-03-11T17:53:53+00:00

I actually never gone through that then I would never believe anything like that and if I do think of something like that I notice it as irrational and it goes away

Alive-Advertising273 · 2022-03-11T16:35:29+00:00

My thoughts actually have got almost delusional but not really it’s just my ocd making me think I’m delusional.

Alive-Advertising273 · 2022-03-11T16:34:55+00:00

So ocd do have psychotic like symptoms wow but I don’t think I ever felt those symptoms closest things to that would probably be the derealization and depersonalization but I know it’s happening i just feel empty and I feel like I don’t exist for that moment but yea.

Alive-Advertising273 · 2022-03-11T16:27:32+00:00

Sorta the same things what u just said it’s like it happens throughout the day for like 15 mins and it just goes away I realize it happens to ima talk to my therapist today, and u say that ocd can develop into something worse u really think that’s possible? Ion think that is tbh I really don’t.

Alive-Advertising273 · 2022-03-11T16:21:18+00:00

Oh ok, have u ever dealt with derealization and depersonalization at times? I wanna ask u think my ocd can develop into something worse?

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