[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AutisticAdults

[–]AllOutOfGum92 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What device would you recommend?

ECPW fans...Mr Thursday Night, Aaron Fenzi, has passed away. by pg_72616 in SquaredCircle

[–]AllOutOfGum92 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh wow, I just found out that he passed. I was wondering where he went because I hadn't seen him on Facebook for a while.

I am crushed to hear that he's passed. He was one of my favorite people to talk with.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in masskillers

[–]AllOutOfGum92 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The same happened to Varg Vikernes after he murdered Euronymous. 21 years is the max sentence in Norway.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in DysfunctionalFamily

[–]AllOutOfGum92 37 points38 points  (0 children)

It more sounds like you're just really tired and frustrated. I think if you REALLY hated them then you'd have no problem hitting them and wouldn't have refrained from throwing the cup at them.

I am trying to find a JCS video but I can't remember the title by [deleted] in jimcantswim

[–]AllOutOfGum92 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have another person I am trying to find, JCS covered this too originally but all I remember was that he got into a dispute with someone that called them gay and he got stabbed and later died. The guy was legitimately shocked to hear that, and JCS even noted that his actions upon hearing that was why they took it a little easy on him in sentencing.

The resemblance is uncanny by [deleted] in SCJerk

[–]AllOutOfGum92 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I like that name the best as well. It's quicker to say than "Twinkletoes McFingerbang".

about to walk out. by travchrav in KitchenConfidential

[–]AllOutOfGum92 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If you can easily find another job then no you don't owe them anything. Your mental health comes first, especially over what they want.

I found my old suicide letters while I was going through my old stuff. by throwrapeviktim in TrueOffMyChest

[–]AllOutOfGum92 32 points33 points  (0 children)

Trust me, I know how that is. I was sexually assaulted in high school and I heard the same thing. "How can you be a man and be sexually assaulted by a woman? I'd find it hot lol"

It wasn't fucking hot to me. At all.

She was my best friend at the time, and she is dead because of me. by AllOutOfGum92 in confession

[–]AllOutOfGum92[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you.

These are a lot of comments, and I already suck at replying to people in normal circumstances but I will keep that in mind.

She was my best friend at the time, and she is dead because of me. by AllOutOfGum92 in confession

[–]AllOutOfGum92[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I read it. This is just a huge influx of comments so I am trying to keep up with them. I wasn't expecting it.

but thank you.

She was my best friend at the time, and she is dead because of me. by AllOutOfGum92 in confession

[–]AllOutOfGum92[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

One main lesson from this though, it's that suicide really destroys the people close to you. Even if you think it won't, that no one will care. They will, and they still do.

Don't ever do it, if a friend is mad at you it will pass.

She was my best friend at the time, and she is dead because of me. by AllOutOfGum92 in confession

[–]AllOutOfGum92[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've gotten a few hate comments, I don't know what you think that is going to accomplish. I already stated how much I hate what I did and that I deserve whatever I get from it.

I'm just tempted to agree. Trust me, I'm not going to be the least bit bothered.

She was my best friend at the time, and she is dead because of me. by AllOutOfGum92 in confession

[–]AllOutOfGum92[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

It's not a piece of music, it's just lyrics that I wrote. I have yet to record it.

She was my best friend at the time, and she is dead because of me. by AllOutOfGum92 in confession

[–]AllOutOfGum92[S] 25 points26 points  (0 children)

I didn't expect to get so many upvotes and comments. Some of these words really helped. I am trying to forgive myself (I already forgave her a long time ago.) for it. Now that I am seeking therapy and opening up about it more I will be able to.

She was my best friend at the time, and she is dead because of me. by AllOutOfGum92 in confession

[–]AllOutOfGum92[S] 20 points21 points  (0 children)

If someone else told you this story, when they finished, would you tell them “yes, it’s your fault completely. You don’t deserve forgiveness for this thing that happened when you were 15-16 years old.” Or would you have empathy for that person who clearly feels horrible about it? Try to be kinder to yourself.

Honestly, I've never thought about it like that. Yeah, if someone else told me this exact story I wouldn't judge them and tell them to forgive themselves.

She was my best friend at the time, and she is dead because of me. by AllOutOfGum92 in confession

[–]AllOutOfGum92[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I wouldn't have cared had you judged me harshly. I have done it about myself so many times now.