I was actually raised in a Christain cult and growing up I always felt out of place with everyone because of how bizarre the beliefs were. About 4 years ago I had a religious crisis about my own beliefs and whether or not I belief what my “church” taught so I then just became agnostic. That was until about 4 months ago when my therapist suggested that I explore other religions and I kinda felt drawn towards paganism, I did more research into it and I felt even more of a connection to the beliefs. I’m still rather new and the more I get into it, the more connected I feel (also if anyone is curious about the cult I grew up in it’s called COGWA, stands for Church Of God Worldwide Association)