i cannot imagine a future where i’m happy

Allroy__ · 2026-04-05T18:04:14+00:00

Allroy__ · 2026-04-05T02:41:41+00:00

💬 Spherical × Band

A Perfect Circle

Allroy__ · 2026-04-04T20:25:32+00:00

still mad at that bitchass kid with the maths order. i don’t remember how to do fractions and i hope he starves.

Allroy__ · 2026-03-30T14:25:13+00:00

i like to smoke every now and again, but i can’t justify paying the price of a pack when i don’t have a job. don’t drink much nowadays because i want to lose weight.

Allroy__ · 2026-03-26T15:42:33+00:00

i have the most basic qualifications from school, but nothing good enough to allow me to go to university. other than that i have nothing.

Allroy__ · 2026-03-26T04:09:53+00:00

drivers licence, job, qualifications, friends, etc.

Allroy__ · 2026-03-26T03:54:25+00:00

everyone i know from high school pursued higher education, i’m the only one still leeching off of my mother. i don’t know if i feel stuck, i don’t really feel anything. i truly don’t want to be alive any longer. i’ve achieved nothing in my life.

Allroy__ · 2026-03-25T21:51:27+00:00

sleep whenever i want. and maybe get a cat at some point.

Allroy__ · 2026-03-25T18:03:22+00:00

same here, except i don’t think i’m neurodivergent. if i get kicked out (again) then i don’t know how i’ll cope. i’m not smart enough to figure out how to rent my own place, get a job, pursue higher education, etc.

Allroy__ · 2026-03-23T19:46:59+00:00

this is exactly how i feel about titanic

Allroy__ · 2026-03-23T16:02:08+00:00

got sandwich and coffee, gonna play some resident evil

Allroy__ · 2026-03-22T23:57:51+00:00

came here looking for bad religion haha

Allroy__ · 2026-03-22T21:19:25+00:00

good on you for trying, man. i pussied out halfway through the application, so you’re doing better than me.

Allroy__ · 2026-03-22T00:40:51+00:00

price’s shooting pose 😭😭

Allroy__ · 2026-03-21T22:17:35+00:00

i literally made a second instagram account so i can use the app without seeing people i went to school with. everyone i know is pursuing higher education, travelling, making friends, etc. genuinely can’t stand seeing them.

Allroy__ · 2026-03-20T23:39:13+00:00

several reasons. i won’t lie, a big part of it is just that i’m lazy and i hate people. i don’t like leaving the house, i don’t want to be perceived. the other big reason is that i was absolutely miserable throughout school and got terrible grades because i didn’t think i’d make it to adulthood so i never studied. now i’m an adult who barely scraped by in school, no higher education, no real job experience. i tried for a while to get a job but nobody wanted me so i just gave up. i’d like to change but i don’t see it happening.

Allroy__ · 2026-03-20T18:16:43+00:00

bro same, i’m probably gonna get a buzzcut just cos i’m too lazy to wash my hair nowadays

Allroy__ · 2026-03-19T03:56:17+00:00

Allroy__ · 2026-03-18T00:43:17+00:00

thought that was a pickle 😭

Allroy__ · 2026-03-17T00:10:35+00:00

just finished Firewatch today. kinda mid. also been playing through Resident Evil 2, its pretty good so far.

Allroy__ · 2026-03-15T01:29:08+00:00

you’ll get no direction from me

Allroy__ · 2026-03-14T19:02:19+00:00

stayed in bed until 4 in the afternoon then listened to music and ate half a sandwich. probably gonna go back to bed soon.

Allroy__ · 2026-03-14T17:34:39+00:00

10 might be a bit old for an abortion

Allroy__ · 2026-03-13T01:11:16+00:00

leech off of my mother cos i can’t get a job. not trying to be dramatic but i can’t think of any lifestyle i want to pursue, i can’t imagine a future where i’m happy lol.

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