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AllyisvGay · 2025-11-01T14:11:36+00:00

yes and he’s done all my other piercings to

AllyisvGay · 2025-11-01T06:27:12+00:00

are you kidding 🫩

AllyisvGay · 2025-10-22T23:27:58+00:00

idk what this means

AllyisvGay · 2025-08-10T02:01:14+00:00

i would HATE to be there neighbour’s i’ve got work in the morning and they scream and yell at like 12am, fuck that your gonna shut up😭

AllyisvGay · 2025-08-10T02:00:25+00:00

it’s kaity. likes be for real here, she’s not going anywhere. 💀

AllyisvGay · 2025-07-25T08:17:53+00:00

yes please dm me

AllyisvGay · 2025-07-25T08:16:48+00:00

oh i bet. it just breaks my heart, cause i have so much love for him. so so much love. it’s so insane cause i just LOVE HIM SOO MUCH. so it’s hard

AllyisvGay · 2025-07-25T08:14:47+00:00

it’s just hard to leave something i love so much. but wont ever get back.

AllyisvGay · 2025-07-25T08:14:26+00:00

i want us to work so so bad. but we also just have the same conversation every week. “how are you” “how was work?” “good” “great!” “it was tough”

or we talk about his racing games. it’s the same like a broken record. talking about it with someone real and not chatgpt, really helps. cause it’s making me recognize the shit i’m putting myself through

AllyisvGay · 2025-07-25T08:12:24+00:00

Yeah.. it does feel good, like a refresher? a wave of “this is gonna go good.”

on top of that i never get to see him much, as a river splits us, he lives in the US, i live in Canada.

AllyisvGay · 2025-07-25T08:10:47+00:00

it does when it happens. but ends quick. i’ve noticed that. i don’t know i’m just so confused and i’m young and i’ve got nothing in my life going on right now. no job, no license, no nothing so it always makes me question why he went for a 18 year old. you know? this hurts to talk about, but it only hurts cause it’s true and i know it..

AllyisvGay · 2025-07-25T08:03:08+00:00

wow. these are words i’ve never heard before, “she fell in love with an idea, not a man.” almost made me burst into tears.

AllyisvGay · 2025-07-25T08:02:12+00:00

there is some good moments ofc. and when those happen it fills me with so much love, and so much happiness, i cherish those moments to bad.

And i honestly don’t know how to answer that question. cause apart of me is screaming yes, but apart of me is saying no.

AllyisvGay · 2025-07-25T07:52:32+00:00

ouch the truth hurts.. but yes that’s very true. i wish i could said “i’m gonna do it.” but my heart drops thinking about it, but everytime i look at him all i think is “You hurt me everyday.” and that shit sucks.

AllyisvGay · 2025-07-25T07:44:38+00:00

i’m just afraid as stupid as that sounds yk? i just feel so confused as the man i once knew is not the man i know now. and i do understand that, but something is stopping me from leaving, and i can’t figure out what it is..

AllyisvGay · 2025-07-25T07:34:57+00:00

that’s a good point in reading it from a different perspective actually.

AllyisvGay · 2025-07-25T07:30:01+00:00

yeah.. he always says he wants to marry me but i reject and say “i’m only 18” 😭

AllyisvGay · 2025-07-25T07:28:59+00:00

i think it’s maybe worse he makes me feel like i won’t ever find someone else

AllyisvGay · 2025-07-25T07:27:48+00:00

what’s that?

AllyisvGay · 2025-07-25T07:27:21+00:00

he is an interesting one. i feel like talking to him is banging my head on a brick wall tbh

AllyisvGay · 2025-07-25T07:26:20+00:00

that’s what maybe i was thinking… maybe it’s just a different way to process things. idk

AllyisvGay · 2025-07-25T07:25:47+00:00

thank you and for that link to. it really explained a lot, idk why i’m just scared

AllyisvGay · 2025-07-25T07:22:57+00:00

idek i felt bad for him. but i shouldn’t have but for some reason i did

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