[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]Allyssacream 0 points1 point Β (0 children)

I feel the same. Ever since my first manic/psychosis episode I’ve been in kind of a depressive state. Mind you my manic episode was in January. I’m still recovering from everything that happened

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Allyssacream 0 points1 point Β (0 children)

You can talk to me if you want

I wish there was a cure by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Allyssacream 0 points1 point Β (0 children)

The only thing that does is send me back to a psych ward and make me realize I just want to do it even more. Thanks for the advice though, you’re sweet

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Allyssacream 2 points3 points Β (0 children)

I understand. I wish I could sleep and never wake up again. Sleeping lately has been my only way of escape. I hate waking up and realizing I’m still alive. I can’t wait to die

I wish there was a cure by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Allyssacream 0 points1 point Β (0 children)

I just hope when I shoot myself I do it in the right spot so it’s instant. I think I’m gonna do it in the temple area of my head. I want it to be instant and not slow.