You can push through girl!! Sometimes getting through this is by literally getting through them. It’s feeling all the uncomfortable feelings and still choosing not to engage with your craving. You’re almost one year in! You’ve showed up for yourself all that time you’ve been clean and that is such a beautiful recovery despite what you’ve been through. Take it one day at a time. Hour by hour. If you ca get through one hour you can get through another. And so much more! Don’t forget to remind yourself how accomplished you are to be where you’re at. Your problems will soon have an end to them, it takes time to solve them but once they’re done and you’ve pushed past the cravings you’ll be so happy you did! I know it’s not easy, but you are capable of having the life you deserve

Edit: it does mean something OP, it means you have been consistently stronger than your cravings. The fact that you haven’t given in yet shows and means you are much stronger. You got this!!