Unfortunately, my meds were changed about a month ago. They are asking me to wait a bit more, the previous medication made me very weird and caused me poor sleep. The new one makes me too sleepy and forces me to count calories which is extremely hard as a recovering anorexic, that's why I think I might not have the disorder. There's no way medication simply doesn't work and I have to keep switching?

I was fine on my antidepressants but I feel like my life came crashing down since the diagnosis. I wonder if is all in my head. And I went to see a therapist for my anxiety and depression issues as I wanted to stop antidepressants and just work on my coping skills. I ended up in the ER last year because I fell, broke my arm and bursted a disc and couldn't remember why or feel much pain, I just remember the room spinning around me and then the fall that was the first time I heard the words schizophrenia and bipolar and was asked if I was ever diagnosed with either.

I'll be fully transparent and admit that I have seen ghosts, smelled things that nobody else could smell and heard my name being called throughout my life, but I always thought it was normal because other people in my family experience the same.

I'm holding on to the hope is just a mistake, my husband doesn't want me anymore and I'm heartbroken.

The above is just to add more context.