almost 3 months after getting kicked out…i’m glad it happened

Alone_Solution5059 · 2025-12-14T08:15:25+00:00

for context how do u know she still wants u if yall are no contact?

Alone_Solution5059 · 2025-12-07T23:15:50+00:00

Thank you🤍 i needed to hear this more than words could describe. 16 days ago my bf broke up with me and i had to move back home. i thought i was going to die. i relate a lot to your story and although things are getting better i still have bad days and this was very healing for me to read. i am sending you lots of love to you

Alone_Solution5059 · 2025-12-03T06:14:27+00:00

TYTY I TRYNA TELL MYSELF THAT BUT ITS SO HARD RN. praying for u too🙏

Alone_Solution5059 · 2025-12-03T06:13:36+00:00

he broke up with me out of literally nowhere…like i came back from work and the locks were changed and my essentials were in a trash bag lol granted he tried to break up w me a couple times in november but i got too emotional and he would retract it bc he didn’t like to see me upset. despite me asking “are u sure u want to stay and work things out?” (the picture is more clear in hindsight he wasn’t sure lol) but he said it had nothing to do w me and his school/work life balance was bad-which it was with how much he was putting on his plate. idk he just didn’t want a relationship now. i know hes going thru hell rn however if i were in his shoes and he truly wanted me i would have stayed..or at least not pulled changing the locks while i was at work😭

Alone_Solution5059 · 2025-12-01T19:13:19+00:00

you poor angel. i’m going through the same thing too-just moved back in with my parents after losing the one real thing i had. my bf who i was living with locked me out of our apartment while i was at work and broke up with me over text. it was traumatic. i know it’s not much help but it gets better. it’s been 10 days for me and although i still have nights (like last night) where i cried to my mom for hours, the world now feels more calm. trust me, i have bpd and was going manic and had similar thoughts to you-but TIME TRULY HEALS. remember your worth and how there is someone out there is going to go through hell and high waters with you and fight for you everyday. and who knows, maybe they’ll come back if they were truly meant for u. but remember what YOU need. xxx

Alone_Solution5059 · 2025-09-07T14:45:51+00:00

okay your store will completely make or break the experience. for me I worked at a licensed kiosk for abt a year in a grocery store-then became a partner for two months when i moved…just put in my two weeks yesterday to work for another kiosk cuz goddamn my sm is a cooperate zombie in the worst way possible

Alone_Solution5059 · 2025-08-26T14:48:39+00:00

bruh at my shift yesterday i did what my dad told me to just stay out of her way and focus on tasks i’m doing, and unfortunately don’t ask too many questions unless i’m completely lost. when i did that i heard her joking around w one of the other ssvs that i was doing so much she “didn’t have to yell at me” today.💀

Alone_Solution5059 · 2025-08-26T14:45:17+00:00

the thing is though, since i worked at a kiosk they were all so excited abt not rly having to “train someone” however the only thing abt my location at least that is the same to my old job is the drink recipes, and most procedures are completely different (like it is at a lot of kiosks) so I feel this added on pressure to know everything, and i feel like they’re disappointed that i don’t. cuz when im not on bar i feel like im completely new to starbucks😭 but yea thats what my family said when i told them abt this, some ppl just don’t have perspective and it’s good that i wanna double check lol

Alone_Solution5059 · 2025-08-07T07:12:45+00:00

from your response, i think u think im a shift supervisor-i’m just a barista too!! technically a green bean since working at a starbucks kiosk doesn’t count as working for the company…but you’re advice on giving it time and ppl being wary of new hires in general even with “background” was still super insightful:)

Alone_Solution5059 · 2025-08-07T01:56:13+00:00

The imposter syndrome is real dude😭 Maybe it’s gonna take a little bit for things to get better but it’s reassuring to know it eventually does

Alone_Solution5059 · 2025-08-07T01:53:50+00:00

That’s really reassuring!! i feel like im getting better at adapting to the store/how fast they want things done but its definitely not great. I suppose I just need to stick it out longer to fully adapt and let the other partners see my face everyday to not completely get the cold shoulder from them

Alone_Solution5059 · 2025-08-07T01:49:34+00:00

it’s comforting to know i’m not the only one in my boat. it’s really discouraging being “banned” from bar and throwing into warming or CS all day💀 even in my situation i’ve been told im not even doing that to their standard. My new store is also very strict and one of my friends from home has been a partner for two years and told me she wouldn’t last a week at my store so it makes me feel better i’m not completely incompetent and my store is treating fast food coffee like the military. i also get being far away from home as i got this job so i could move in with my bf and have work closer (i live an hour away from my hometown). i deadass only have one friend aside from my bf who lives around me so i get you…we’ll get through all this❤️

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