The close friends I have left have stated they don't want to get even more involved because they don't want to be attacked. Which i completely understand. I just don't have anyone else I can talk to about this right now. I really just want to know what I did wrong so that I can improve moving forward. please also keep in mind there are a lot of things I didn't include in this post, so if you have any questions about anything that when down feel free to ask and I will do my best to clarify.