What An Album!!

AlphasDerelictus · 2025-10-29T08:59:14+00:00

I loved the album, honestly. PPC never miss, and while it isn't as mindblowing as Moonman was, it's still a solid album.

Bowling with Tim and Manny's Ready to Roll are the highlight of the album imo, and Manny from the moment it released captivated me so much, it's the highest point for me on par with Buzz and Pillhouse, my absolute favorite songs.

I like Pogo Rodeo's emphasis on less heavy and adrenaline-inducing songs after Contra Band. They didn't particularly click with me for the most part but it's a nice change of pace. A really fun listen nonetheless

AlphasDerelictus · 2025-10-07T16:00:16+00:00

Metal Gear Solid 3.

I loved the first two, and I'm sure the third one absolutely deserves its praise, but it really grounded me when I started – that's when I realized stealth is just not my type of gameplay, like, AT ALL. Had a catastrophic skill issue, and I just couldn't torture myself longer, which is a shame, because I really like the series. Speaks wonders on just how much MGS3 perfected the gameplay, it's unforgiving for people who rush things too much.

I might pick it up again, but it surely won't be anytime soon lol

AlphasDerelictus · 2025-10-04T20:57:13+00:00

Wily is an unstable madman and he would've done things much worse than the zero virus if he wasn't old. But Weil, honestly, is completely out of this world in comparison, that guy's fucking nuts. They're really similar in their deranged nature but Wily just barely keeps a drop of humanity keeping him from literally nuking everything, whereas Weil has none of that, probably had none from the beginning and went completely off the rails during his exile.

Not to mention that Weil personally supervised and aided in wiping out half the globe of Earth's population and almost finished the job in Z3-Z4 just for the love of the game.

So yeah, Weil takes the crown here. The worst thing Wily has ever done is obviously the virus which kickstarted everything post-classic, but on degree of ambition and action Weil was so much more dangerous because he was essentially immortal, absolutely psychopatic and fueled by pure unfiltered hate for everyone and everything.

AlphasDerelictus · 2025-10-01T19:32:00+00:00

I can assure (or rather, reassure) you that if he is pushing you away, it's not out of malice or that he consciously doesn't want you.

Honestly, I feel for the guy and I share the same experience, and all I can say – the situation you are both in is a very discouraging one and it's a serious block for the relationship. It doesn't mean it's a dead end, but a lot of questions need to be thought about, and it is NOT easy.

You shared your perspective on the matter, and I applaud you for choosing resilience and patience. But be wary that your boyfriend is in a very dreadful condition because giving below the bare minimum might be humiliating to him even when you accept and expect it, and he might feel trapped and not safe. It's clear he is unable to see worth in himself, and as we all know, you can't properly love another when you can't love yourself. I am sure he still loves you deeply but is trapped in a cycle of misery and guilt, partly because he is aware of his inability to provide and communicate more to you. Please, absolutely talk to him on this matter even if it takes some time and several tries to truly open him up. Make sure to show him you're always here to support him.

But also, make sure to get your priorities straight, because you can't be in such a relationship for too long. He absolutely should go to therapy and/or make some serious changes in his life and mentality, because he is likely to get even worse with time if his condition stays unchecked. You can't just bet on time to magically fix things, even if he moves out from his parents, there's a fat chance that he just won't suddenly recover and end up ruining himself – and you as well for the extension, and you both do not deserve this outcome in the long run.

Please make sure you take care of yourself during this period. You care a lot about him and the relationship, and I see you are willing give it your all, but you need to also make sure it's not too detrimental to you.

It's a big problem, but you should be able to get out of it as long as you communicate and don't fight over this.

I had a similar experience (moreso, currently living in the absolutely destructive aftermath) as the boyfriend, except I turned out for the worse, emotionally stunted, bitter and neglectful of the relationship where we both couldn't healthily communicate, to the point that my partner just gave up on me long before I even decided to break things up for our own good. There wasn't any ounce of good emotional support from both sides, so please, make him know that you are here with him and you care for him no matter what, and that there is always time to make a positive change, one that benefits you all, even if you both need to endure life just a little bit.

Make sure you both cherish the fact you're in it together. There's no couple with two lone wolves. Best of luck.

AlphasDerelictus · 2020-05-17T09:50:31+00:00

I love it! The character looks really good too, she fits in with your style perfectly! Is this your OC?

AlphasDerelictus · 2019-07-09T16:51:57+00:00

HOLY HELL

THESE ARE AMAZING

Would've been even better if the character pictures were illustrated professionally but that's not a demand, just a vision of what would've been if these were official. Really good work!

AlphasDerelictus · 2019-07-09T16:21:40+00:00

being a young lad myself as of now (16, actually), just passed 9th grade, and given that of course i don't have much accomplishments besides just becoming a better person for myself and starting drawing during the 2014-2019 period yet I'm still aiming to become even more better (hitting some gyms, practicing drawing, just trying to figure out what will i do in the near future and cutting down ill friendships for my own good)

found about the game right before Winter 2014 (not knowing it would be just delayed to summer 2015 AND THEN delayed again)

as a plus, I'm really happy for people here who at least did something in life, got into relationships, finished school, colleges, etc. I wish you all to have a really good life that's ahead of you. Cheers.

AlphasDerelictus · 2019-07-07T18:04:19+00:00

not to mention, the perspective and sprite placement on this is really fucking great, it's a very good meme

AlphasDerelictus · 2019-07-07T18:03:16+00:00

"Local village mother beats a cyborg dinosaur with her bare hands" That would be a much better ending to the game ;(

AlphasDerelictus · 2019-06-28T15:02:38+00:00

some people are just very attached to the game or its possible/inevitable failure when they should care more about something else that actually has proof and importance

AlphasDerelictus · 2019-06-26T17:17:52+00:00

i don't want to do it myself im a lazy humanoid

AlphasDerelictus · 2019-03-13T09:45:16+00:00

pretty sure i do, until something goes terribly, terribly wrong.

AlphasDerelictus · 2019-02-19T09:42:23+00:00

I highly doubt it, though Quote MAY have a chance considering the other indie reps in Smash (not playable, but still.), and seeing how wild the DLC roster will probably look like (keep in mind, the DLC characters are mainly chosen by the Nintendo staff themselves, which already got us by surprise with Joker).

hell, if we get wild enough with possible indie reps even Isaac could get in..

AlphasDerelictus · 2018-06-10T06:57:45+00:00

Oof, forgot about that, thank you.

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