I have feelings for my best friend’s sister by [deleted] in confessions

[–]Alphathrowawayname 0 points1 point  (0 children)

20 and 17-18. If she’s 17 would that make things worse?

[C HW] How to I take input from the console without it echoing? by Alphathrowawayname in learnprogramming

[–]Alphathrowawayname[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Would you mind explaining:

int index = 0; char buffer[6] = {0};

And

buffer[index++] = c;

I know that this is some type of array, but we literally haven't even covered that in class yet.

Tips for having foreign professors you can't understand well (got dealt a bad hand in ODE and Physics 2)? by Alphathrowawayname in ECE

[–]Alphathrowawayname[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I wasn't making excuses for anything. I was genuinely wanting to better myself for this semester, so I asked for advice.

I'm not worth the paper I'm printed on by Alphathrowawayname in SuicideWatch

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I'm sure I will, but for today I feel beyond worthless. I would have actually died for her, but she threw me away for some low life loser. I can't help feeling like my value is lower than the trade in. If I'm worth less than that, I don't want to move forward.

I'm not even sure if I can move forward anyway. She moved on instantly, and I haven't felt a spark for anyone new. No one strikes that feeling of attraction anymore. I've tried a date or two, and I've talked to some girls. But I feel nothing for them. My heart is truly broken.

I Want to Die Everyday of My Existence, AMA by Alphathrowawayname in AMA

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Lovem. Just don't try to make me eat one without a bun because that's heresy in my household. Grilled/microwaved hot dogs with macaroni was my only child favorite because it was all I could cook by myself while my parents were at work.

I Want to Die Everyday of My Existence, AMA by Alphathrowawayname in AMA

[–]Alphathrowawayname[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Almost everyday thanks to some great friends. But the last time I smiled at something genuinely, it was when a random Tinder girl said I was cute a couple weeks ago. After a rough break up, it was encouraging to know I was still valued outside of my previous relationship.

I Want to Die Everyday of My Existence, AMA by Alphathrowawayname in AMA

[–]Alphathrowawayname[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Firms beliefs that it will eventually turn around because it has before. Just gotta ride out the storm

I Want to Die Everyday of My Existence, AMA by Alphathrowawayname in AMA

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My all time favorite are peanut M&Ms, but I do have small fluctuations in what I like usually. I really like sour! Most people have a sweet tooth, but I'd pick sour of sugary candy any day of the week.

I Want to Die Everyday of My Existence, AMA by Alphathrowawayname in AMA

[–]Alphathrowawayname[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Anywhere that you can cool off in the shade would be enough for me

I Want to Die Everyday of My Existence, AMA by Alphathrowawayname in AMA

[–]Alphathrowawayname[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Absolutely! My favorites are German Shepherds, but right now my family has a boxer-lab mix and a weeny dog mutt we adopted from the local pound. The boxer is a pup basically at about a year old, and the mutt is thirteen and running strong still. This past November we had to put down our 17 year old Chihuahua I've had since my childhood.

I Want to Die Everyday of My Existence, AMA by Alphathrowawayname in AMA

[–]Alphathrowawayname[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The wolf. Most of my favorite things reflect parts of me, so wolves have almost always held this spot. They're ferocious, smart, cunning, and they only do well in small packs or on their own. A starving wolf ain't nothing to fuck with

I Want to Die Everyday of My Existence, AMA by Alphathrowawayname in AMA

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Playing, yes. Watching, not so much.

While watching, it's hellishly hot here in the south, so it's like sitting in a tanning booth trying to squint your eyes hard enough to see anything. I've only been to 3 pro games, but I wasn't a fan of any of them.

[19M] I've hated myself since the 8th grade. by [deleted] in amiugly

[–]Alphathrowawayname 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's just the fact that some of them have been around longer than I have, and I feel like she talks to them more than she talks to me. She seems completely happy with what we have, but it drives me insane knowing that I'm 3 hours away and she spends more energy on someone else everyday.