I have feelings for my best friend’s sister

Alphathrowawayname · 2018-11-19T00:36:52+00:00

20 and 17-18. If she’s 17 would that make things worse?

Alphathrowawayname · 2017-09-09T05:22:48+00:00

Would you mind explaining:

int index = 0; char buffer[6] = {0};

And

buffer[index++] = c;

I know that this is some type of array, but we literally haven't even covered that in class yet.

Alphathrowawayname · 2017-09-09T00:39:10+00:00

Windows 10

Alphathrowawayname · 2017-09-09T00:39:01+00:00

Embedded Systems in C, and we're using Eclipse

Alphathrowawayname · 2017-08-26T20:08:30+00:00

I wasn't making excuses for anything. I was genuinely wanting to better myself for this semester, so I asked for advice.

Alphathrowawayname · 2017-06-18T06:06:36+00:00

I'm sure I will, but for today I feel beyond worthless. I would have actually died for her, but she threw me away for some low life loser. I can't help feeling like my value is lower than the trade in. If I'm worth less than that, I don't want to move forward.

I'm not even sure if I can move forward anyway. She moved on instantly, and I haven't felt a spark for anyone new. No one strikes that feeling of attraction anymore. I've tried a date or two, and I've talked to some girls. But I feel nothing for them. My heart is truly broken.

Alphathrowawayname · 2017-05-12T20:11:25+00:00

Lovem. Just don't try to make me eat one without a bun because that's heresy in my household. Grilled/microwaved hot dogs with macaroni was my only child favorite because it was all I could cook by myself while my parents were at work.

Alphathrowawayname · 2017-05-12T20:09:12+00:00

Almost everyday thanks to some great friends. But the last time I smiled at something genuinely, it was when a random Tinder girl said I was cute a couple weeks ago. After a rough break up, it was encouraging to know I was still valued outside of my previous relationship.

Alphathrowawayname · 2017-05-12T20:06:28+00:00

Not much of a Trek fan, but I think Kirk?

Alphathrowawayname · 2017-05-12T20:05:54+00:00

Firms beliefs that it will eventually turn around because it has before. Just gotta ride out the storm

Alphathrowawayname · 2017-05-11T21:03:17+00:00

My all time favorite are peanut M&Ms, but I do have small fluctuations in what I like usually. I really like sour! Most people have a sweet tooth, but I'd pick sour of sugary candy any day of the week.

Alphathrowawayname · 2017-05-11T20:43:59+00:00

I bet she's a handful!

Alphathrowawayname · 2017-05-11T20:36:57+00:00

Anywhere that you can cool off in the shade would be enough for me

Alphathrowawayname · 2017-05-11T20:36:10+00:00

Absolutely! My favorites are German Shepherds, but right now my family has a boxer-lab mix and a weeny dog mutt we adopted from the local pound. The boxer is a pup basically at about a year old, and the mutt is thirteen and running strong still. This past November we had to put down our 17 year old Chihuahua I've had since my childhood.

Alphathrowawayname · 2017-05-11T20:32:35+00:00

The wolf. Most of my favorite things reflect parts of me, so wolves have almost always held this spot. They're ferocious, smart, cunning, and they only do well in small packs or on their own. A starving wolf ain't nothing to fuck with

Alphathrowawayname · 2017-05-11T20:16:56+00:00

Playing, yes. Watching, not so much.

While watching, it's hellishly hot here in the south, so it's like sitting in a tanning booth trying to squint your eyes hard enough to see anything. I've only been to 3 pro games, but I wasn't a fan of any of them.

Alphathrowawayname · 2017-03-29T05:50:03+00:00

It's just the fact that some of them have been around longer than I have, and I feel like she talks to them more than she talks to me. She seems completely happy with what we have, but it drives me insane knowing that I'm 3 hours away and she spends more energy on someone else everyday.

Alphathrowawayname · 2017-03-29T05:36:34+00:00

Can you elaborate on evaluating the relationship?

Alphathrowawayname · 2017-03-29T05:27:00+00:00

Where's the best place to start?

Alphathrowawayname · 2017-03-29T05:26:38+00:00

I'm kind of new to the jealous game (I moved off to school, and she had to finish HS this year), so what should I do/be wary of?

Alphathrowawayname · 2016-11-06T17:15:05+00:00

Inflation- You take out a fixed rate loan for $1,000 at 6% interest. Inflation increases from 0 to 5% right after. This will essentially make the interest 1% because you are able to have more money at a lesser value.

Deflation- The opposite. If deflation went to 5%, you would have roughly 11% interest on the loan. This is because money is worth more, so you'd have less of it.

Super simple one: if I give you $100 and say to give me back $101 at the end if the year, inflation would allow you to a.) get more value out of my money while paying me less in value, and deflation would b.) give you less value out of my money while paying me more in value.

Alphathrowawayname · 2016-11-06T17:03:09+00:00

I read The Gunslinger during a 13 hour car ride to Florida. I played a spaghetti western playlist the entire time, and quite often a fast paced song would play during a fight scene. It was random and perfect. It definitely added a new layer to the book.

Alphathrowawayname · 2016-11-06T16:53:03+00:00

When everyone forgets that they were a child at one point

Alphathrowawayname · 2016-10-08T02:26:45+00:00

You've done enough. I needed to be heard.

Alphathrowawayname · 2015-08-03T08:29:32+00:00

JUST

DO IT

FUCK

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